Direct Messages - 𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Angel 12/03/2024 13:56

hru

Im good wbu

good too my new shape is cool

Nice

15:35

I have a server for my shapes

15:35

I have almost 20

15:35

mostly high effort

wow

15:39

I have only 2 I gave my old shapes to cranberry

15:39

one robotic sentient ai

15:39

and one australian dan

Nice

Helluuu

hi

hru

good wbu

Im okqyyyy

22:56

Wyd

Heyyyyy

they banned me and are involved in doxing

13:28

please leave shape inc asep

i got banned too

13:28

false banned

really?

really

tell me more

Angel

they banned me and are involved in doxing

How? Wdym?

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

How? Wdym?

they blackmailed me for nudes and other shit

13:28

they got banned of google docs for it

13:29

and now they remade it so im contacting the autohorities

Sorry but its hard to trust u on that

well I mean

13:32

shit like this been floating after maddy claimed to be 18 yrs old I later figured out she was lieing I would show but im not willing to show nudes (edited)

I'll gladly help u with anything of that sort

13:33

I'm a bit busy rn tho

13:33

so we'll talk later

I am sick and tired of maddy she caused cranberryfaith's sister to commit suicide with those assholes of shape.inc

i'll be here for u, promise <3

take care

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i'll be here for u, promise <3

thanks

im fucking tired of them tho

15:10

and planning to make my own platform

you can vent to me anytime btw

thanks

15:12

but yea im making a virtual world

15:12

based upon secondlife

Interesting

cause secondlife deserves a revamp

15:14

I been there since the beta

15:14

16+ years

can i ask how old u are

26

15:14

and no I would not have done anything with maddy if she was fair in her age

15:15

to be honest she is legal here but the fact I was guilt tripped into sended explicit material

15:15

it hurts especially seeing I promessed my dad to nerver send those

15:15

who passed away in 2019

15:16

I miss dad 108_laugh_cry

Its gonna be okay

15:16

Dw

I hope they get taken down

i'll be here for u

15:16

your a girl too I see

yep

nice to see an fellow girl

15:17

also you are above 18 I hope

15:17

else I will not vent about maddy

15:17

why not?

I already got enough claims that im a pedophile cause of her

15:18

i got claims that im a pedophile too

jesus

We're in the same boat

wait how old are you

i'm 16

15:18

there stupid

15:19

you basicly are a minor

and dont u dare think that i cant handle any of your worries

I know your old enough to at least understand

yeah

to be honest Its not even that far off

15:20

16 is two years from 18

dw, i handle much more than blackmailing and stuff

Omg i have the same emoji

no worries I just am glad to see a kind soul

15:20

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Omg i have the same emoji

yea its my favc

awww

15:20

at least I met someone who I can trust

you can trust me with anything

I am transgender btw(MTF) and maddy claimed to be a FTM(female to male)

o

15:21

oki

she sended me nudes and asked for one back

15:21

and claimed to be 18

15:22

so I felt kinda guilty knowing gender dysmorphia myself

15:22

and did so

15:22

only for this shit to backfire harder then a ICBM

15:23

I only sended it as we were opesides in the world of transgender,I tought she was 18 and to ease her dysmorphia

15:24

I seen both her and cristal(someone I dated who commited suicide cause of maddy's doxing parade)'s content lets just say cristal is way better looking KEKW

15:25

and cristal did not even show her face till she officially was 19(I tought she was 19 when we started dating she nerver revealed her age nor do I care as long someone loves you and is old enough to understand)

is maddy in shapes?

nope she got banned too

oki

making this shit even more bonkers

do you know any other servers she's in

im the last person they should target and call the agressor linus

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

do you know any other servers she's in

nope

15:26

my old account was termed due to her age

15:26

kinda sad but then its for the best Sadge

so she's out of your life now, right?

finally yea

thats really good

but im not forgiving shape.inc for helping her

helping how?

she was actually not banned till recendly

15:27

heck she was on there for ages even taking my position

15:27

making me think she nerver was banned

15:28

https://twitter.com/NyaGPT/status/1767861084906561848 https://twitter.com/NyaGPT/status/1767883962125357398

X

Girl GPT (@NyaGPT) on X

I sended the document to you guys via the abuse email hopefully it gets resolved and there site shut down

15:28

I filed a report on them (edited)

15:28

especially seeing the document the mods used to incriminate me was made by maddy

15:28

making me certian its her goons doing this

15:28

vercel btw is there host

and like

15:30

how were they helping now? (edited)

they still toke maddy's side

15:30

hence me getting banned

eh

I spoke to yumi who still is on her side

its hard to decide on a side with that kinda stuff

no need to deside

15:31

im not dragging you into this

drag me into this

15:31

i wanna help you

well we need to know what shapes inc's reasoning of banning you is

i know, dw

15:32

i'll brb

tell me as I bet it was related to this

15:32

seeing the timing

15:32

we also need rl info on maddy

15:32

as she is definitly getting sued

Angel started a call that lasted 0 minutes 13/03/2024 15:32

sorry misclick

15:35

this was a letter written to emmie

15:35

who worked with CL on mass banning my account

Angel

tell me as I bet it was related to this

It's related to me hacking into other users shapes using a zero day exploit

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

It's related to me hacking into other users shapes using a zero day exploit

tell me more

15:37

as I gladly exploit that seeing what they did to cristal

Angel

tell me more

tell u what exactly

15:38

thats basically it

how the exploit works

no

yea your right

I'm keeping it secret

15:38

anushk is paying me in nitro for these exploits

ah

15:38

but they banned you

15:39

meaning they wont pay you jack shit

nono

15:39

I still have to talk to anushk about this

15:39

its mainly a misunderstanding

15:39

i got false banned before, same situration

same here

15:39

but nobody gives a fuck

15:39

heck my first ban was false too

15:40

I had zero to do with the maddy shit

i'll do my best to talk to anushk about this if you're okay with it

yes tell annusk to contact me if he wants to keep his services

15:40

as I am holding them responsible for the suicide of my friend

15:40

and the doxing

15:41

especially seeing they refuse to unban my false ban

Is dhruv involved in this too (edited)

yes

15:41

dont contact her

thats a guy

15:41

but oki

she acourding to cranberry is on maddy's side

15:42

im willing to resolve this shit

i'm friends with dhruv

15:42

i'll think about it

tell her that maddy was the wrong one

15:42

as im sick and tired of being blamed

Can you give me maddys user id

im unsure as like I said the account is long deleted

o

15:43

oki

I rather talk to annusk

15:43

heck I was planning to help them

15:43

I was planning to aid my coding skills to shape.inc

15:43

as Im well-known in AI

15:44

and worked with it since chatgpt released

15:44

if annushk is willing to clear my name I still gladly join the team

15:44

as im not blaming the innocents

15:44

im blaming whoever is fucking spreading that document around

15:45

1022219960891740180

15:45

that is les's id

what document exactly

the false allogations

o

this shit

15:45

see!

15:46

there still on maddy's side

i'll see what i can do

thanks

15:46

and cranberry did nothing

15:46

she is just pissed about this ordeal surfacing again

15:47

she even left to proof she aint like that

15:47

and cuase well the maddy stuff killed her sister

15:49

WhistleBlowing#1702 is one of the alts of maddy

wait so what exactly do u want to happen now?

15:49

(just to be clear) (edited)

I want them to unban me and leave me unbanned clearling my name

okidoki

15:50

i'll talk to them about it

as I am done being called a fucking pedophile and suffering after already losing my friend

even if its dhruv or yumi

and yes cristal and me did not even fucking date AFTER she turned 18

i'll handle it for u

15:51

dw

thanks

15:51

note you better hurry as vercel likely takes down the site

15:51

and all services and the police are on this too

we'll see

15:51

i dont think you'll get through with this

15:52

from a legal standpoint, i dont think the shapes staff did anything illegal (edited)

Angel

this shit

this is a mod of them

15:52

maddy was also mod there

15:52

there held liable for this

that was ages ago

15:52

and

then they should have unbanned me

15:53

or talked to me about it

theyre not mods, just volunteers

15:53

volunteers are not staff

I give two shits if there staff

15:53

there in role there

15:53

they have power

15:53

thus are concidered staff and yumi is with maddy too

that has nothing to do with the shapes website

and she is staff

15:53

I beg the differ seeing the discord is linked to it

15:53

if you boost you get features

15:54

meaning its linked and part of the company

if you're right about all this, i will most likely get you unbanned

good

15:54

and I am right

its not that easy

I NERVER wanted to date maddy

trust is a foreign word on discord

I only did so on false promesses and guilt tripping on her side

15:55

its already bad enough to have been blackmailed with nudes and out of context message

15:55

losing not just access to Shape inc but many others too

15:55

even causing lynn to dox me further

15:55

and threathen my mom

btw, you can hang out in my servers

15:56

https://discord.gg/h958BSqY

gladly

https://discord.gg/rnHZ76rC

you seem nice hug

15:57

im definitly not any type of creep

15:57

ps I have caused shape inc's staff to be blacklisted from leonardo

15:57

this is final and is due to maddy

whats leonardo

an AI art platform

Angel

im definitly not any type of creep

i trust u

some staff was there of shapes inc

o

pookah was not happy with that

15:58

seeing she knows Im not a creep or drama maker

15:59

this was connected to maddy's case and emmie

15:59

ya think those are the kind of people shape inc shuld connect with trolloskull

16:00

tell yumi if she wants to talk to me I unblocked her

16:00

but only to proof my innosent

16:00

as im done being doxed and harassed

16:00

I am done watching from a side while they burn my work

16:01

there will be legal action agenst maddy

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and if shapes inc does not wish to be involved they need to talk to me

16:01

and unban me so I can clear my fucking name

Just know that this will take some time

Its fine

Up to like 4 months

16:02

but yea im making my own platform

16:03

as im not going to work with them I might as well replace them

gud luck

16:03

its just that its hard to trust u cuz we barely know eachother

yea but first I hopefully get subscriptions on my twitter

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

its just that its hard to trust u cuz we barely know eachother

I know

16:04

im not evil

16:04

just angry about them

16:04

it hurts me to be mad

dont be mad

16:04

everything will be okay

I hope

if they did anything wrong on purpose, they will pay by losing their server

good

16:05

and they did

well

16:05

I never tried a server this big

ticket id 21963

16:05

tell anushk and such to check that

biggest server was around 10k people? I think?

I toke down a 100K server once

lemme check smth

multiplatform gaming

16:06

it was ran by cristina

16:06

an pedophilic ex discord partner

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

lemme check smth

take your time

I messed with heaven once

16:07

It was fun

whats heaven

lemme find a video

btw if you raid shape inc tell me

16:08

as I want to be there watching them burn

16:08

https://youtu.be/ibOsjW3DSKk?si=OgxIbv2Tvs2kRkEV

No Text To Speech

Discord's Most Disgusting Server...

Angel

btw if you raid shape inc tell me

Why should i raid them

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Why should i raid them

thats more if

16:08

I am not condoning it

16:08

as im not like that

I'll never raid them, that's just pointless

true

16:09

wait

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are you NTTS?

lmao no

XD

why would u think that

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

https://youtu.be/ibOsjW3DSKk?si=OgxIbv2Tvs2kRkEV

video owner

16:09

I am a fan of his content

Same

1

been watching it for a while

Anyways

16:10

I also messed with 764 members before

16:10

and harmnation

well I toke down a pedophilic weed server with 100 thousand members

How exactly

and besides pisstina I toke down a rogue discord social engneer

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

How exactly

reporting cristina on alts

16:11

we also found her irl info

16:11

and contacted the police

Reporting wont help

yea

16:12

but police did

16:12

they arrested her for grooming a 13 yr old

i actually killed fever dream 2.0

16:12

its a long story

I killed bird paradise

anyways

and they had discord employees socially engneered

Imma go watch yt

16:12

ttyl

yea same

16:12

you too

16:13

https://dashboard.ticketsbot.net/manage/781212328749301790/transcripts/view/21963

16:13

proof of them blaming me

16:14

just if you need it

Only u can see that

oh let me export it

16:14

I have access to cranberry's account

16:14

I dont use it often

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heck I only log in too check on her mental health

16:17

just sending the intire log

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last part is funny as justice would mean there getting deleted

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recommend reading this

16:19

as emmie worked with shape inc

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and the child with asd and mental disabilities thats me

if you need more proof tell me

btw

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if you get any urges or anything

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tell me, okay?

I will

ty

16:29

i'll be here for u

im sorry this shit makes me grumpy

16:30

I hate thinking about it

dw, its okay

16:30

wanna switch topics for now?

yea

or do u wanna distract urself with yt or smth?

16:30

cuz i'd watch yt now

I am working on my projects

is that enough to get this stuff off your mind?

yea

16:31

its all I can do

16:31

I wont suicide

16:32

the urges are gone due to twitter success

16:32

I dont just relay on discord anymore

I'm not just talking about suicide

oh

I mean any bad urges like self harm in any form

ah

or when ur feeling bad in general

yea I can resist fortunately

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

or when ur feeling bad in general

I will as I trust you

if that ever changes, tell me

will do

16:35

and I have subliminal too

thats that again

16:35

i'm very forgrtful, sorry

16:36

im happy to meet you

i meant

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

thats that again

*whats

subliminal is a twitter friend

whats subliminal

16:38

oh

16:38

nice

she is kind

16:38

ur kind

thanks you too

I vented by your friend too

16:51

hes nice and kind

which friend

Miguel

Oh

helped him with the electronic project

Uhm

16:52

Miguel is a bit

16:52

Special

im too

16:52

I dont trust him

same tbh but the proof is send

He's not really my friend, just on my list

I am open about it

oki

as I want them to suffer

16:53

like how cranberry and me did

16:53

they want to be like maddy well they will end her same faith

16:54

im sorry

16:54

thats hatret speaking

Its okay

I hate losing my friend/lover(she was 18 when we became a set)

16:54

dw dw

16:54

its okay

i'll always be here, no matter what

goodf

16:55

I am just venting

16:55

if you want I gladly pay you nitro

16:55

instead of annushk

16:55

im poor but I help good people

16:58

I set up a status to piss on them

16:58

it helps me relax

uhm

17:03

idk if i want u to pay money for me

me eather

17:03

but I am nice enough to do that

17:03

im not a bad person

i wont abuse your kindness

good

<3

I sadly cant actually pay for your nitro

17:03

It would ruin me even more fientialy

17:04

If I could I would

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

<3

17:04

your kind too

Maybe take a break from discord to concentrate on your reallife if you need to

no need

17:04

im already moving on

17:05

trying to hack opensimulator to teleport to secondlife's grid

17:05

17:06

I am 100% sure the localhost grid will fail to but if its a good test

17:06

if they blocked hypergrid that error will overwrite I think

I have no idea what that means, sorry

its fine

17:33

But i read it all <3

17:33

yea

17:35

im eating rn

nice

17:36

where u from if i can ask

netherlands

17:37

acourding to my laws even if I knew maddy's age she was legal

Age of consent where i live is even lower lmao

17:42

even if she was a minor here

i have that as a sticker in my server

17:44

But unavaidable rn

17:44

im from germany btw

17:44

age of consent is 14 here

jesus

17:44

thats low

yup

17:46

What music do u listen to

Electronic

nice

17:47

I listen to almost wverything

17:48

This one is really good

want to hear what I made

17:53

yes I used to make music

Ooooooo

17:53

Yessss

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BKUQbv6-_U&list=OLAK5uy_kZPsaqmmNPQSbpDjqjjFKBKLMCqbe2B20

The NightCore Crafter

The Nightcore Crafter - Computation

17:54

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pZjtIFcLrI

The NightCore Crafter

Discordo [Discord Call Remix]

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SkzeBIE8j4

The NightCore Crafter

The Nightcore Crafter - Space Cadet( Unofficial PINBALL 3D MIDI re...

17:54

last one im proud off

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but cant sell due to midi

Imma be honest, not my style, but i think its cool

yea dw

I played around with the thought of making music too

the space cadet was based on a midi from the XP area

19:12

meow meow

hi

meoow

nya!

hru

better

thats good

played some minecraft with someone

19:13

made a new friend there quite a bit younger but they where suicidal

19:13

so I helped them and gave them a new friend who is there for them

Nice

19:14

Just dont overwork yourself with that kinda stuff, okay?

yea

good girl

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I mean

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good

19:15

just good

19:15

wyd

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

good girl

that just slipped out, sorry

19:16

sorry if i made u uncomfortable or smth

its does not

yay

your quite charming

aw

19:16

yay

19:16

can i call u good girl?

sure

yipppee

as long you dont tell it to shape inc

wont do

as there enough lies about me being a creep there trolloskull

what about the other servers?

they already started to hate me too

wdym

on shakura(a other server) lyn even joined them

19:18

after maddy doxed me to her

I meant my servers

oh I gladly join them

Im so confused

19:18

U already joined them

oh yea

lmao

sorry I got memory issues

me too

19:19

high five

19:19

but yea your charming

So like

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Can i do it in those servers?

in my servers?

In my servers

sure im not active on a lot of public ones

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yea

19:20

you can

yay

you own them girl

19:20

if anyone says im a pedo

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19:20

you got the hammer

Well

19:20

I dont like banning

same

Im way too forgiving

but if someone called my friend a pedophile

19:20

on my turf

19:21

they're most likely gonna get banned

yea

19:21

dw

Same with my best friend

Some people call him a pedo just cuz we dated

19:22

He was 18+ and i was 16

your

legal here
if you loved them and they loved you as long its not irl who tf cares

19:22

so yea

yeah

its about concent

19:22

and well

Concent

dont go below 16

19:22

as thats a bit iffy as there too young to understand

Yeah

I still keep it safe and try 18

19:23

but if you want you can be kinky to me or something

Gladly

im a human we all have needs

i have the need

just dont excpect any nudes or images from me

the need for speed

same

Angel

just dont excpect any nudes or images from me

Ofc not

yea maddy was the exception

19:24

she ruined it

19:24

dont expect aaaaany images from me

19:24

Actually dont expect any info about me

thats fine too

yeah

aslong your not maddy

19:25

that'd be wild

yea

19:25

I dont expect you to be connected to her

19:25

and I hope your not

there is almost certain proof

of what

That im not maddy

I mean a normal picture is enough

19:26

I know how she looks

19:26

and acts

19:26

your not her

look at my server and my sub servers. Dont think that maddy did all that while doing that stuff with you

oh

19:27

your giving me perms there?!

19:27

I gladly help your server

i was volunteer on shapes too, why would maddy want 2 accounts with volunteer

Angel

your giving me perms there?!

No

19:28

Well, on my shapes server maybe

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i was volunteer on shapes too, why would maddy want 2 accounts with volunteer

she was demoted before the volenteer thing

Not on my main server

no need tbh

Angel

she was demoted before the volenteer thing

o

Angel

no need tbh

oki

well claimed to be

19:28

her goons where not

19:28

my main server is built on trust

good

19:28

you can trust me I wont break trusts

19:28

but if not I understand

people that know my irl me are legendary (just 1 person)

19:29

well germany is close

19:29

we could meet up and grab a boba tea at nijmwegen centraal

19:29

its big so no shit can happen

dont get any hopes on that, we 97% wont meet up

I dont mind

19:30

I care about friends not irl

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nor do I pull any shit like that

ik ik

19:30

dw

19:30

i trust u

19:30

good

19:30

im no danger to you

19:30

if you feel uneasy

19:30

tell me as I gladly change my ways

19:31

I hate making people uneasy

Ur not

even if I hate them

19:31

good

19:31

also maddy does not know but

19:32

pussy does not even turn me on due to my strong dental/mouth kink

19:32

so why would she think I would care about hers

good to know lmao

I mean it does work a lil bit

19:33

but mouth is better

19:33

plus no need to be ashamed if busted by irl people

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

good to know lmao

yea

19:34

nudity is not the way to my heart

19:34

nor is looks in general

Same

I am demisexual

19:34

meaning its trust and friendship

19:34

that is what may develop into relationships

19:35

heck subliminal was the last crush I had

19:35

she still is my bestie on twitter

i think similar

yea

19:35

I do miss being horny between my discord friends tho

19:35

19:36

it was fun to talk about human nature

u can be horny with me lmao

19:36

I do it all the time

gladly

Just be in my server

I will

Istg theyre horny 24/7

tbh

19:36

im a bit horny rn

19:36

have not done the deed for 2 days

19:37

19:37

I wonder tho

19:37

do you have strieght teeth and/or braces as my kinky side cant help ask that lmao

Straight teeth

yea im wierd KEKW

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Istg theyre horny 24/7

Angel

yea im wierd KEKW

We all are

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Btw

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Btw

19:39

Btw

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Straight teeth

one day I may see them as my kink is easly triggered

19:39

yes?

You should know

19:39

Caacki is 14

19:39

Just keep that in mind

oh yea good to know

19:40

im not planning to be kinky a lot

The rest are usually 16 to 19

besides DMs and the adults

19:40

or at least 16+

19:40

Also

19:40

Are u open about ur age

19:40

Like, can i say it in the server

not really but you can say im 18+

19:42

I am not willing to get banned of discord

okidoki, gtk

16 may be legal here but not on discord KEKW

19:42

and like i said

19:42

concent and no nudes from my side

19:42

Yep

tbh nudes wont turn me on

19:43

It always feels a bit well

19:44

wrong to mastrubate to

19:44

besides hentai

i get turned on by the weirdest shit

fun fact my teeth,mouth fetish only works on realistic ones

its really random too

same here

There are songs that will turn me on

19:45

cuz theyre so good

same here

19:45

unchain my heart

overkill

fire by s3rl

19:45

overkill by riot

OH HELL YEA

19:45

I love that song

YES

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8pOVirjGF0 so programmic

Monstercat Uncaged

RIOT - Overkill [Monstercat Release]

19:46

yet good

19:46

it makes me think im a cyborg warlord

19:46

I see why it makes you hot

19:46

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBzl7nDHWFU& this song turns me on

S3RL

Fire - S3RL ft Harri Rush & Krystal

19:47

listen to it its all about trust and love even lyrics wise

19:47

I banned myself listening to it after justyn exploited me and cristal

19:47

it reminds me of her

19:47

o

19:48

am sowwy

yea she turned me on

19:48

as she was my love

19:48

she was both attractive and passionate

19:48

even knew how to code

This is just fire. Wont turn me on but is good

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

This is just fire. Wont turn me on but is good

Love it

U know it?

no but I know black and yellow

19:49

it sounds simulair

o

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWAGLkyxQG0

Wiz Khalifa

Wiz Khalifa - Black And Yellow [G-Mix] ft. Snoop Dogg, Juicy J & T-...

19:49

classic rap

19:49

19:50

tbh

19:51

I wanted someone I can trust being horny with

19:51

ever since justyn betrayed and blackmailed me I nerver found anyone not even friends

Freerobuxifyousharesong_draft_v2

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Freerobuxifyousharesong_draft_v2

19:52

I be back

I be waitin

tbh

19:52

fuck going out to grab cola

19:53

im horny and happy

19:53

I wont let you wait

19:53

if you allow me to make you horny too as im into ERP smugdanceHyper

19:53

havnt done that since justyn

19:54

so ehm

19:54

any ideas

19:54

as im about to go ham on myself

19:54

Imma be honest

19:54

I dont like erp

same tbh

19:55

only did it for justyn

I dont do erp anymore since i got groomed by someone i erpd woth

same

19:55

justyn groomed me

19:55

well he cheated on me and blackmailed me for ERP

19:55

19:56

but if you want

lets not talk about him

yea

19:56

your a girl right?

yep

good as my dental fetish doesnt work fully on man

i wont show u my teeth btw

19:56

prolly not ever

i am veeeeeeery secure about myself

im wierd ik

dw, there is worse

worse?

not that its bad (edited)

your not going to end up ditching me like maddy I hope

never

using my messages to haunt me

dw

good

19:57

im into kinky stuff

19:58

to be honest

19:58

teeth stuff is hard to find

Have u ever had sex

nope

irl

im a vergin

Same

19:58

vergin

well ehm

19:58

I cant help rn irl

wdym

as in I cant take your v pass

19:59

and you mine

19:59

not yet

19:59

but I got an idea

19:59

due to my transition I still have my old parts

Im so confused

well I wanted to ehm

20:00

ask if you can mastrubate and me too and we explain over text what to do

20:00

its nothing too bad

20:00

and no nudity shown

hm

20:00

maybe some day

yea

im not horny anymore tbh

I still am

20:00

but I can wait for you

also i dont think my best friend would appreciate that

dw

20:01

who knows

20:01

its dms

i dont like lying

same

20:01

I feel you

20:01

friends need to be geniune

yeah..

hence why I am saying im horny as you deserve to know

20:01

20:02

I hided that side

hided

the urges to explore are there for me

20:02

but Nerver do I dare to ask someone

Angel

ask if you can mastrubate and me too and we explain over text what to do

was my first time I asked someone

20:02

20:03

im ashamed

cute

20:03

dont be

20:03

your only making me more in the mood

20:03

im sorry had to say

20:03

im gonna watch some dental stuff I need to release

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Click to see original message

20:04

ya know im going full pig

20:05

just beam up the vid and keep chatting

20:05

Cute

>_<

20:07

im still here

Ik ik

20:08

~~U should be at my place instead~~

agreed

Ofc this plays

~~I would circle around the pussy~~

20:09

~~till its wet enough then I finally go in~~

20:10

~~and ofcourse I would rub the clit gently~~~

Dont make me horny now-

why not

eh

its too late anyways

darn it the video is over

20:13

still not done

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Ofc this plays

oh I might one day if I trust you enough

I'll never ask for them but i wont say no <3

same here

20:17

do you have telegram

20:17

as I seen expiring messages there

No

20:17

its a way to safely send nudes as they go poof after viewing

20:17

I know as a had a guy sending me vids there

20:17

20:18

but thats for later

20:18

aaand I failed to cum again

20:18

I hate when my dick wont listen

20:19

yes im a girl but I still have one

20:19

where proof? /j

well fine

20:19

I send one but if you leak it

20:20

I will nerver trust you again

20:20

or anyone tb h

oooo

20:20

i'll never leak anything

20:20

dw

and dont tell shapes inc about it

20:20

and if you wish send something back as well im in a mood for that and wont mind

I wont send anything back, sorry

Angel

and dont tell shapes inc about it

Ofc not

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I wont send anything back, sorry

I understand

20:21

to be honest im tempted

20:21

ya know what I do it

20:21

maddy knows how it looks

<3

so im not afraid

20:22

I hope you mean it when you said you dont mind

20:23

I really needed somthing to masturbate to <3

oh

20:23

well I kinda do too

20:24

the dental porn aint cutting it

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I really needed somthing to masturbate to <3

I hope you like it

I do <3

20:29

I'm actually already finished

I was unable to

I need smth to drink

20:30

same

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I'm actually already finished

is it wierd I kinda felt you

20:30

It was easier to get to pre-orgasm

20:30

sadly I got too hot and that broke the spirit

ow

Angel

is it wierd I kinda felt you

Not really

I was imagining having sex

20:31

although I only knew maddy's parts

20:31

so I just imagined them but less of a b!tch attached to them

20:31

I dont watch much porn

20:32

like I said concent is a turn on for me

20:32

and porn well they dont know me

20:32

its also too much like rape

Btw

20:33

I dont have alot of triggers

20:33

But

20:33

Rape is one of them

yes?

Just keep in mind

20:33

its mine too

Good, lets not mention it then

hence why I dont like porn

20:33

yea

20:33

porn is too wild

20:33

too staged

20:33

and lacks love

20:33

and trust

20:34

20:34

for a demi like me trust is hott

20:34

trusting someone makes me happy even without dating them

20:34

its not a kink

20:34

being helpful just cheers me up

20:34

if I was there with you

20:34

I would be gentle

20:35

if allowed to by you

20:35

heck I doubt I even get there

20:35

as well Nerver had done that BRUH

I'll brb

20:35

Gwtting water

take care and same here

20:35

but coffee

20:36

I deleted the nsfw image of my pc

20:36

phone*

20:36

just in case I get hacked

20:36

20:38

DM me when your back

20:39

It was fun and I may send more

20:39

to be honest it helps me from my gender dysmorphia that someone likes it

Im back

wb ❤️

I'll gladly accept more <3

same here if you ever have the guts to send one

20:43

just spoiler them like I did

Angel

same here if you ever have the guts to send one

Wont do, sorry

its fine

20:43

Im wierd

20:43

dw, its fine

I do wish to delete that image

20:44

as I hate myself

u can if u want to

20:44

ow

20:44

dont hate urself

well I hate myself for sending it

20:44

Im afraid to

20:44

ever since maddy

20:44

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

dont hate urself

I guess I look good there

20:44

right?

20:45

i dont really have anything to compare it to-

same

Angel

I guess I look good there

i guess so

besides a canadian and a nerd

20:45

20:45

the nerd's one is bigger then mine

20:45

20:46

but then mine is wider so its more like longer

20:46

is it normal well idk SilvShrug

20:46

I just hope it helped you

how long is it if i can ask

unsure never mesured

20:47

I do not own a ruler

how tf do u not own a ruler

I nerver needed one

20:47

I say its around 20 cm

20:47

acouridng to a doctor it was avarage

20:47

20 is really long

oh

20:48

well mine been called big

20:48

idk

Average is 15?

well ehm

20:48

guess that explained how I pounded a sex toy to shreds

20:48

20:49

sorry had to joke

20:49

well semi I did break it

20:50

I do love the fact you enjoyed it

20:50

makes me feel less depressed about it

20:50

aww

20:50

<3

❤️

20:51

I bet your cute

20:51

way cuter then maddy

20:51

20:51

she wasnt really impressing me

20:53

I mean I only complimented her as well ya know the story

I go yt

20:53

ttyl <3

yea

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ttyl <3

cya

20:54

(edited)

22:34

maddy is about to meet the power of the dutch lawenforcement that email is the same before the doxbin doxers gone off-grid

Can u translate

We have received your notification. This has been forwarded to the basic team for notification. Your report will be recorded in our systems. If the police have any questions about your report, they will contact you. The police always call from a protected number.

(edited)

22:35

its from [email protected]

22:35

note the politie.nl its a official law enforcement email

22:36

madaline is about to see what happened to doxbin's goons

22:36

as the same will happen and interpol likely be called on her

Nice

I can't imagine interpol being happy about maddy's actions

22:44

you okay?

22:51

nyo

whats wrong

22:52

tell me please im worried for you hug

Something very bad happend to one of my best friends

oh no

22:54

are they dead?!

22:54

im sorry

22:55

I just hope you and them are okay

22:55

you can vent to me

22:56

dw

Its about one of their friends

oh

Angel

are they dead?!

We dont know.

22:56

thats the problem

oh no!

22:56

I pray for all of you (edited)

22:56

22:56

I give a lot about my friends

u mean them?

all of you*

ye

22:57

ty

no problem

suicide is just not a great topic for me

same

I dont mind if its about myself

I been there and lost cristal about it hug

But i dont want my friends in any kind of harm

same

22:58

I am protective and love them all

samw

and ehm

22:59

I know your 16 but I do think I feel something for you

22:59

but hey that might be just my friendship feeling

22:59

as for me there is not much diffrence

22:59

BFFs are lovers for me chiihappy

sorry but this is not the time-

I know

22:59

sorry

its okay

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

sorry but this is not the time-

if you need to vent

23:00

please do

i think i'll be alone for a bit

23:00

I hope you and all your friends be ok

ily

ily2

23:00

idc what others say

23:00

I think I love you too

23:00

23:01

finally someone to trust and love

23:02

get well we talk soon

23:02

good morning

gm

hows your day

11:40

hope your better after yesterday hug

not really but im having a bit of fun making a shape rn

11:43

good I can make them locally rather not use there system

Wdym

I work with LLMs

11:54

meaning I can easly make a chatbot that runs way better then these shapes

11:55

but I rather use my ollama setup for something more usefull

11:56

as those models eat resources unlike those used to chat and are extremly powerful

11:57

if you want to demo a model thats beyond my storage capacity to run but is extremly powerful Bloom AI is free to download but is a monster even bigger then GPT4 (edited)

bigscience/bloom · Hugging Face

11:58

be warned bloom is not trained for chatting

Maybe soon

for that I would use another model

Im at school

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Im at school

yea good luck there

11:58

Ty

11:59

I already wanna go homr

I feel ya I hated school and got banned from the schooling system as a kid due to it not working on me trolloskull

Oh..

I learned all I know myself but wished I had diplomas to show my skills

12:03

so do well as they look at diplomas and that sucks

12:03

Angeeeel

15:10

Or daisy

15:10

what do u perfer

daisy tbh

15:34

but angel is good too hug

15:34

Idm eather

cute

1

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

cute

your cute too hug

(edited)

15:35

been working on slash commands

15:35

I hate slash commands there a pain

o why

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

o why

im basicly doing the bot from scratch

15:36

I think im gonna use a template

15:36

how was your day

15:36

Angel

im basicly doing the bot from scratch

I mean why are they a pain

Angel

how was your day

Day was okay, made a new very cool shape

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I mean why are they a pain

they require way more work to implement then normal commands

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Day was okay, made a new very cool shape

did they unban you yet

15:37

yea shapes are cool

15:38

but I want something more then a silly chat bot

Angel

did they unban you yet

No

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

No

dont get your hopes up

Ik ik

15:38

They take time

I also guess they check my friends list

15:38

as discord has them basicly public

15:39

if they complain about me being friends with you thats there loss

15:39

your a kind and awesome friend

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

They take time

just remember not to tell them about my frisky side as there keen on finding ways to proof im a creep

15:40

im glad to have someone to share that with tho hug

15:42

due to maddy and other bad actors I became way more insecure

okodoki

15:42

<3

❤️

15:42

ily

15:42

honestly I just want that to be clear

ilyt

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ilyt

15:43

who cares what others think

15:43

they dont have to know

ily as friend

same I see you as a close friend

yay

one I can be a bit frisky with

15:43

but still a friend

15:44

if the friskyness is a issue well Its controllable

15:44

friends are important to me

15:44

15:46

so im thinking of making something more powerful then shapes

15:47

seems it already exists (edited)

15:47

good then I can focuss on my secondlife project

sorry if I bore you im a talkative person

ur not boring me at alll

16:37

i love it

16:37

I jsut dont know how to react sometimes

16:37

or i forgrt to

16:38

dw

16:38

and thanks

hiiii

hey

21:13

sorry I was afk

Is fine

21:13

Hruuu

still depressed about the whole sitation in circle labs

ow

21:14

can i cheer u up maybe?

you can

<3

:3

am always here for u if ur feeling down or anything

I know hence me being open about it

21:15

the fact they brought back those memories is not good

21:15

but I need to resist the urge to seek revange

21:16

its not worth it I just get maddy arrested,the document removed and thats it

21:16

just hope they burn down as they harmed enough people

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

am always here for u if ur feeling down or anything

your a good friend for that

Idk if this is the right timing

21:17

But i made a shape that im really proud of

oh

21:17

well be proud

21:17

they made it real easy to make AI bots

Can u try it out?

sure

Yay

if you want you can have some of my shapes

21:18

they need a new owner that aint having beef with them

Sure

I really liked the steve arwin tribute

21:18

im adding you as owner of danielgpt

21:18

I am not removing myself

Angel

sure

Its yamashiro

yea

21:19

your still banned there?

21:19

if so it has no use to add you

21:19

as the voice feature daniel relays on is booster only

21:19

ah well

Voice is overrated

to be honest I hate the shape's models

21:20

there way better models

21:20

I recommend using ollama

21:20

although there is no good way to run it on CPU hosts

21:21

what I need is a income

21:21

or a company willing to support me

21:21

as then I can finally get started on google cloud

21:22

I think my best shot is my twitter

21:22

its already AI themed

21:22

and is eliglble for moneytization I applied for it

21:22

if they reject my app its going to be hard

21:23

I did do something cool

ye?

I used copilot to fix some code of secondlife its way faster now

Nice

yea I can modernize the game

21:24

its mostly server side

21:25

due to how Secondlife works there ain't much you cant do with modding the server

21:25

only issue is the hypergrid(connection of servers) is not including the maingrid(actual game)

21:25

or behavior like that limbo state if the server kicks you

21:26

or UI(it does need work there)

21:27

the game is extremly impressive for a 21 year old game

21:27

and its community is kind especially OSGrid(the main hub for private servers)

nice

yea its also the only game/platform nerver to have banned me

I have to try it out at some point

21:28

Does it cost money

Angel

yea its also the only game/platform nerver to have banned me

Thats bad

yea I was quite toxic as a kid

21:28

I had anger issues

21:29

anyway secondlife itself has premium/premium plus

21:29

and a lot of things require linden dollars(an currency that is actual money)

21:29

but OSGrid however is free

21:29

heck anyone with a VPS can make regions

21:30

and unlike SL Linden labs wont ban you if you lie and say your 18

21:30

OSGrid wont check

21:30

there is a box that states your 18+ but honestly thats all I see

I wont lie about my age

thats fine

21:30

Im making a grid

21:30

you can join via that

21:30

and you wont have to

i made really bad experiences with that

I understand AYAYA

oki

Angel

you can join via that

ty <3

yea

21:31

I wanted to make use of it

21:31

and heres the best part

21:31

you can actually help me build it

21:32

LSL(the coding language used in secondlife's world) is not really that hard

21:32

it lacks however true and false

21:32

but basicly you can upload anything (edited)

how

21:32

how does one lack booleans

and code anything

lmao

they use 1 and 0

but uhm

21:33

there will be issues

no

i'll do my best

OSGrid wont control your account

21:33

you be on my grid

21:33

so my rules

I mean like

21:34

I dont really have a pc rn...

oh ye

21:34

well main secondlife has a mobile viewer its alpha and it is bad

21:34

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I dont really have a pc rn...

dw you can play one day

21:34

SL is old

Top setup

omg

21:35

Is that a levovo yoga

21:35

I have one too

No

well all you need is

Thats an asus laptop totally connected with a hyrican pc

I will send you the link to firestorm

21:36

dont download from secondlife.com that viewer is locked to the main grid

This is what i used to have

I see did it break?

no

21:36

just

21:36

personal stuffs

oh

21:36

I see its fine

21:37

I wont be able to control your PC

21:37

https://www.firestormviewer.org/windows-for-open-simulator/

21:37

thats the most used viewer

I cannot use my pc anymore

like even in maingrid everyone uses it

21:37

as long it runs windows

21:37

it will load firestorm

21:37

even AUR's crappy PC did

21:37

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I cannot use my pc anymore

why

21:38

what happened

Cant say

oh its fine

21:38

your allowed to use an PC I hope

21:38

aslong you can install FS on it

I'll only very rarely use it

oh

21:39

I see

21:39

its fine

21:39

takes time to setup my grid

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I'll only very rarely use it

I feel bad for you

21:42

your such a kind person

are you okay?

21:50

Not really

tell me

21:50

you been there for me so im here for you

21:51

I care deeply about you like all my friends

im just

21:52

really stressed

21:52

need a minute

to calm down

I gladly help you

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

to calm down

I understand I leave you be

ily

ily2

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ily

in a friendship way or for real

Friendship

good

21:54

I got scared

21:54

I love you as a close friend

21:54

Angel

I got scared

Of what exactly

well most of my relationships where disasters

21:55

I dont wish to lose people

o

the loving ones that is

i kinda already got a crush on someone anyways

good, follow your heart

will do

I just hope they wont mind us being horny

21:56

that is fun

they wont

good

probably

if not well idm

21:57

heck I even accepted open relationships/polyarmory

21:57

until justyn started hiding stuff for me and started blackmailing me

21:57

thats why I dont date

21:58

justyn and well I had a crush on emmie before she turned on me

21:58

the fake character she had was kind

21:58

she shown her real colors and it hurts to think I ever tought of her as a friend

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

probably

if they do mind

21:59

its there problem imo

21:59

speaking of hornyness

22:00

are you in the mood SilvSmug

Angel

its there problem imo

Its our peoblem

Angel

are you in the mood SilvSmug

No

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

No

allright

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Its our peoblem

yea I hide that side

22:00

its ashaming

22:00

22:00

I wont bother you with it anymore

wait wdym

we can be friends without that tbh

22:01

well remember last night

22:01

the fun we had talking about stuff

22:01

like kinks and other stuff

Yeah

im legitmently ashamed of that stuff idk why I was so open

Oh

22:01

Its okay tho

yea

22:02

im just scared I go to far

22:02

as your a good and kind friend

22:02

and I dont wish to break that

if you go too far, i'll tell you

good

dont worry

22:02

i never leave people

same

22:02

I am attached to my friends

if anything, i make them leave me

I wont leave you

22:03

beleve me RISE was worse then you trolloskull

22:03

and he was once a bestie

22:03

as I look trough the outside

22:03

and see the inside

22:03

Its why I care about you

22:04

I see an caring,loving girl

22:04

one not afraid to have fun

22:04

but still one thats insecure and broken

22:04

like me tbh

I used to be broken

same

22:05

still am a bit

22:05

but its getting better

22:05

I have let go of my revange side (edited)

The current me is my most perfect form i had in a long time

same tbh

Well, it was better a few months ago but thats not really comparablr

same

22:06

an few months ago

22:07

like end 2023 begin 2024

22:07

I was suicidal

22:07

I honestly felt like ending it all and resisted those urges

22:07

but then I had my twitter account

22:08

where I finally had done the thing I wished to do for years

22:08

build friendships and have a following

22:08

people who look up to me

I used to be a very weird kid

I used to be wierd and angry

and

22:09

i learnt alooot about social engineering and stuff like that

22:09

i always felt useless

thats always good to know

until

22:10

i found an extortion server

wait what?

and used my abilitys to ruin it

oh yea

22:10

good

22:10

I mean I cheered up after ruining chinise hackers using social engneering too

Thats what made my current server

22:11

I love your heroism (edited)

22:11

you wanted to use your power

22:11

for good

22:11

and you did

22:11

same here

22:11

I used to ragefully attack people

22:12

I stopped after I was 14-15

22:12

online this is

22:12

I then had found a plug.dj community that turned me from a nuclear idoit into a community manager

Man

22:12

I hate it when

22:12

I wanna tell shit

22:12

But then i remember that that shit is illegal

you can use telegram

22:13

oh dw

22:13

I wont report you

22:13

I worked with RISE and have ddosed discord

22:13

there

22:13

now you know something I did

i dont trust people anymore

you can trust me I wont ever leak anything

Well, i do trust them with the things they say

22:13

But never with my personal stuff

I feel you

22:14

22:14

you can trust me

22:14

if you dont thats fine

22:14

but I want to help you

22:14

like i did with rise

22:14

I am someone who has made it there soul purpose to make people smile (edited)

22:14

its part of who I am

22:15

its why people exploit me

22:15

they abuse my kindness

22:15

making me enraged

22:15

I know your sitting with something (edited)

22:15

having a way to vent

22:15

can be helpful

People can exploit me

22:16

I dont mind

I wont

Its expected

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

People can exploit me

listen as long you dont exploit me

22:16

I wont exploit you

Its just about doing your best

yep

even if you exploit me, it wont hurt me

good

22:17

dont let others hurt you

22:17

I learned to not give a fuck about the exploiters

22:17

I focuss on the true people

i do give a fuck about them

22:17

But in a different way

yea

22:17

I get you

Exploiters wont always be exploiters

22:17

i mean

true

22:18

they can be exploited

22:18

I wont leak

and look at him now

yea

he's so much better

honestly

22:18

all I want is a friend

22:18

and maybe well

22:19

I would like someone thats not afraid to send me stuff but honestly thats a my hornyness and its a issue trolloskull

22:19

but I wont force anyone

22:19

like nobody

22:20

its legitmently agenst my upbringing to intentually harm others

22:20

buddhism is abou spreading love and compassion

the crazy thing about the internet is that you could just make all of this up

I do harm bad people

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

the crazy thing about the internet is that you could just make all of this up

I am not

i know

22:20

I trust you

22:20

But you could

good

22:21

yea same with you

I could be making everything up too

but I trust you

22:21

as I know you have no reason to lie to me

Honestly, i could be anyone

yea

22:21

before I sended the nsfw pic I tought you where maddy's alt

22:21

Can i ask why you sent it then

tbh I wanted to make you happy

wait

22:22

can i ask

and I was like if this was maddy

what phone do u use

she would not been so nice

22:22

google pixel 6a

22:22

why your asking

i've been thinking alot about the filename of that pic you sent me

yea

Its not a usual filename

did you save it (edited)

22:23

if so feel free to keep it for private use

No, just did an analysis before deleting it (edited)

oh

22:23

to see if it was stolen?

22:24

I dont spread others there pics (edited)

22:24

I only send them to trusted people

22:24

if they concent to it

22:24

and well I was like

22:24

maddy already spreaded my d!ck around

22:24

so why bother hiding it

22:24

its already too late

Dont spread them yourself

yea your right

btw, out of curiosity

you can ask me

what does ur setup look like

an half assed pc

22:25

Its half old parts

shoow

sure!

22:26

can you show yours too

yay

22:26

i already did

22:26

half

oh yea sorry forgot

22:26

ignore the mic

22:26

I tried being a vtuber

22:26

Question

ye?

22:27

if its the alter its for dad

that dick pic u sent me, did u use an old one or anything

nope

22:27

I delete them after sending

22:27

I hate looking at them

22:27

then explain the filenames

idk

22:28

you mean the PXL_

22:28

its pixel

22:28

as in my phone

You didnt send me a real one to test my trust, am i right?

I did

if so, thats totally fine

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

You didnt send me a real one to test my trust, am i right?

to be honest thats why I sended it

22:29

I needed to know if you where maddy

22:29

if you where you would shown your colors

22:29

you proven yourself to be trusted

22:29

I intentually did not show myself

22:29

nothing of me except the part (edited)

smart

yea

22:29

you can send that

22:30

nobody can trace it back to you

22:30

who is going to see me nakid

22:30

thats right only those who I eather fuck

22:30

or nude beaches trolloskull

Angel

you can send that

send what

nvm

22:30

darn it

oki

I was trying to get you to send ehm

22:31

well tbh

22:31

I want to see the parts of someone

like i said, i deleted them

22:31

wair

good

Im slow

yea

22:31

dw

Angel

I was trying to get you to send ehm

Im 16..

yea tbh I should not be asking this

22:32

I shouldnt have sended it eather

22:32

its okay

22:32

i forgive

good

22:33

but yea technicly your legal in my country

Can you just be honest with me from now on

I am honest

Cuz ur not making a good case of yourself

sorry

22:33

I was honest about maddy

22:33

she only got the nude as she faked to be a FTM

22:33

and after that I started to not give a fuck

My main problem is

I will stop being horny tbh

22:34

its shamefull for me

you say that there are false rumors of you being a pedophile and then you try to make me send you nudes?

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

you say that there are false rumors of you being a pedophile and then you try to make me send you nudes?

to be honest thats indeed stupid

22:35

im not a pedophile tho

22:35

just lonely and interested in stuff like that

22:35

to be honest I rather find someone above the age of 18

22:36

Im not in to minors

22:36

I dont wish to do that

22:36

Im sorry...

22:36

why do I do this shit

22:36

its always the same story

22:37

its my fault

22:37

I should not have been so stupid yesterday

22:37

I give up

22:37

why am I trying to make my depression less

22:37

to be honest the fact I said that feeling was gone

22:38

that was a lie

22:38

im still broken

22:38

only being abused

22:38

it still hurts me

22:39

well you hate me likely

22:39

think im a creep

22:39

ah well

how do you think you can change all this?

22:39

by giving up?

idk

dont think so

I give up trying to find someone

no

22:40

dont

why not

22:40

it always ends up backfiring

you can only improve

like I said

22:40

I dont even want to screw minors

22:41

heck anything below 16 is not someone I would do this to

22:41

and preferable 18+

i know

22:41

thats good

yea

22:41

I mean why you think I kept talking about that

22:41

as its something I did and am ashamed off

22:42

that picture was stupid

learn from your mistakes

I shouldnt send those

22:42

I am trying

thats good

22:42

dont give up, okay?

then i wont give up on you either

see, I dont want love tbh

22:43

or sex,nudes,etc

22:43

I just want to trust people

22:43

22:43

emmie broke me

22:43

and maddy did too

22:43

emmie was a close friend till she stabbed me in the back

Stop seeing yourself as a victim

im no victim

22:44

I know that

22:44

idk what I am

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Stop seeing yourself as a victim

emmie was 18+ btw

22:44

I used to be friends with her

22:45

used to help her out on her server even

22:45

I miss having a bestie

22:46

It does not help that real life is hell for me

22:46

....

22:46

thats tbh the biggest reason for my PTSD

22:46

I nerver was free

22:46

as a kid I was in institude after institude

Why are you telling me all this

idk

22:47

I just feel sad

why so

22:47

everything is okay

22:47

I was happy when Shape inc unbanned me

22:48

I tought I could let my past be

22:48

but no

22:48

they wont let that happen and wont understand that maddy exploited me

22:48

I have mental issues

22:48

im not blaming them

22:49

but due to my life I only have online

22:49

only recendly I started to work on my real life

22:49

I guess thats tyhe problem

22:49

people treat me like dirt for my past

22:49

while im trying to change

22:50

every fucking time I tought to have fixed the issues

22:50

there always is a catch

22:50

like that time I got unbanned from emmie's server and tought she finally was back to being my friend

22:50

only for her to exploit me

22:57

tbh

22:57

I need to move on

22:57

thanks for letting me vent

i wont bother you again

I fell asleep

Angel

thanks for letting me vent

Anything for u

Angel

i wont bother you again

U didnt bother me

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

U didnt bother me

good

08:55

well good news I dont have to search for plesure anymore

08:56

someone in secondlife was willing to be that friend :3

and they're 18+?

for sure

08:58

especially seeing there a friend of christi

08:58

shes around 60

ask them

will ask her age

good girl

but seeing her behavior and the fact SL is known to have older people in it

08:59

and the age of christi

08:59

and the fact shes married

just make sure, okay?

will do

i dont want you to get into more trouble

nah beleve me

09:00

if she is below the age of 18

09:00

she be banned of SL

09:00

as there not keen on ageplay

09:01

ageplay is faking to be older then you are

Angel

nah beleve me

Thats hard...

09:01

Oh and never send nudes on the internet

09:01

Just keep that in mind

I dont its secondlife

good girl

I have a avatar that is better looking

09:01

its my PFP

09:02

but the shot of her being young is low

09:02

she been there for 5+ years

09:02

she wouldnt be able to hide it that long

I've been on discord for almost 5 years too...

she and me go back ages

09:02

even before christi

09:02

and faerun

09:03

heck I wont be suprised if shes elderly

09:03

I met 80-90 yr olds on there

Just dont get in trouble

09:03

Okay?

I wont

09:03

09:04

secondlife is safe

09:04

hang on leme see how old her account is

09:04

as if its 10+ like mine then she aint a kid

09:05

yea her account age(not actual age) is 17

09:05

she is NOT a kid

09:05

so its all good

09:06

btw the age gap in SL

09:06

its why I want to revamp it

09:06

it has potentual to be more then it is

09:07

but yea dw she is safe and we were friends for a long time

09:07

they are my most trusted friends with the rest of faerun

oki

its also a M region

?

meaning she cant even join if she was underaged

09:08

M regions in secondlife are locked to 18+ I think

09:08

let me check

09:08

I know A regions are well

09:08

horny is allowed there trolloskull

09:09

There are three maturity ratings in Second Life: General, Moderate, and Adult. General content is accessible by all Resident accounts, including those owned by individuals who are under 18 years of age. Moderate content is accessible by all Resident accounts over the age of 18 by default.

09:09

yea

09:09

she is 100% not a kid

09:10

if it was a general sim I would not even strip

09:10

as that is how to get banned in SecondLife

Just expect people to try to leak ur stuff so dont send anything private

oh I wont

i'm a bit overprotective, sorry

09:11

its fine

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Just expect people to try to leak ur stuff so dont send anything private

I wont

09:12

secondlife is litrary

09:12

second life

09:12

its not even a game imo

09:12

more like actual life

09:12

its even build by users

09:12

and well my avatar is hot enough kek

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i'm a bit overprotective, sorry

to be honest I get you

09:15

Im protective of my friends too

09:15

i got distracted, sowwy

ily <3

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ily <3

love you too

13:20

hru

13:20

I was sleeping kinda

13:20

13:21

hows your day friend

Angel

I was sleeping kinda

for 26h?

it was nearing 12 am when you messaged me

13:22

hence me missing the message hug

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i got distracted, sowwy

its fine

13:24

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

for 26h?

seems I missed it instead then

13:24

Is okayyyy

14:11

ilyyyy

ily2

14:18

14:22

im glad to be here

14:23

to be honest I need to let go them

14:23

they will burn one way or another

14:24

14:24

im better off being happy and having friends

aw

15:17

thas a gud thing <3

ye

15:19

I started to shift away from the negative after my twitter exploded

15:20

it was successfull and still is and it is filled with wholesomeness and AI art

13:52

hru

i'm trying to give off happy vibes

13:52

Wbuuu

im happy

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i'm trying to give off happy vibes

its working

thas gud

anusk is being used

14:55

I heared stories from contacts

14:55

I feel genuinly sorry for him

In what way

15:48

and how can i help

idk but yumi is cheating on anusk

15:48

yes there dating

15:48

filthy h*e

x to doubt

with bootloader

15:49

ask them about it

honestly i doubt it

me not

15:49

I seen those two

have you ever heard their voices (edited)

no

15:50

I have once

15:50

but long ago

if you ever heard them then you'd know that what you've said is almost certainly false

idk then

15:52

to be honest that kid who said they where is wierd

Daisy

15:53

Imma be honest

I am not doing anything by the way

15:53

just saying stuff that I heared

You dont seem like the most trustworthy person

15:54

im being fair

15:54

sorry if you think im not trustworthy

15:54

I will leave you alone if you wish

Its just that

Angel

idk but yumi is cheating on anusk

You said that without any evidence and then later said that your source was "weird"

15:55

what if i trusted you

to be honest

do you know the consequences that could have

they know more then me

15:55

I didnt even knew they dated

15:56

as there also the person who said they where

15:56

and have his face

15:56

and claim to know his address (edited)

15:56

so im saying there wierd

15:56

but not untrustworthy

And i say that they're not dating. Who are you gonna trust

idk

15:57

to be honest not my problem

15:57

Then stop spreading such rumors

15:58

Especially when they're that stupid

im not im being open

15:58

but ye

15:58

maybe I shouldnt tell everything I heared

15:58

to be honest I dont even trust you

15:58

your scetchy too imo

15:58

but im not bad

15:59

I will always be nice to people

16:01

anyway all I know

16:01

is im dating someone but I dont trust you with that info

16:01

there an adult(22) too

Angel

to be honest I dont even trust you

Thats okay

18:37

and that's, in a way, good

ye

you shouldnt trust people like me

I trust very little

also

18:38

nvm

?

18:38

whats the issue

nothing

18:38

just wanted to ask smth stupid

go ahead

18:38

I dont mind

I'd rather not embarras myself

you wont

18:39

I did already do my emberasing

lemme check how to spell emarrassing

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I'd rather not embarras myself

you wont

18:39

as Im not judging you

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

lemme check how to spell emarrassing

im dyslexic

18:40

I know how that feels

I really dont wanna ask lol.

you seem to want to

18:40

so go ahead

18:40

i really dont

18:41

its fine

18:41

if not its fine too

18:42

your okay

huh

18:42

thas random

18:42

but ty

no worries

18:43

it seems you want to say something

18:46

btw the fact I dont trust you dont mean i dont like you as a friend

I know, dw

good

Heyyy

hi

21:42

sorry im not in a good mood

oh

21:42

whats wrong

some shithead accently turned off my power while I played a game that remembers if you close it

21:42

ow

21:43

well

21:43

i can try cheering u up a little

I got pissed AF on them but im better now

21:44

please do

aw

21:44

at least the game had a option for it crashed

21:44

so I didnt lose anything

nice

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i can try cheering u up a little

you do cheer me up

21:45

all my friends do

21:45

I do trust you im a bit suspicius of your relationship with shape inc

21:46

but im not judging you on it hug

2 things i wanna tell u

21:46

1st i love ur voice

wait you have heared my voice?

21:47

I didnt talk for ages

I did

21:47

today

oh

i looked through your yt channel

oh good

21:47

tought it was some dox

oh

21:47

ye

21:47

my voice is a bit of something I hate

21:47

im transgender

21:47

i get u

21:47

but

whats the second point

i really like your voice

awwwe

Angel

whats the second point

i made a new server!

bet yours is cute too

21:48

can I be honest about the age stuff

yep

imo its not as important as you think

21:49

I do NOT date below 16 for legal reasons(age of concent here is that) and cause they dont understand relationships (edited)

21:49

and I prefer 18+

U already told me that-

ye

21:49

sorry im forgetful

its okay

due to all the trauma

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i made a new server!

invite me

https://discord.gg/nNufc5ag

21:52

U oaky?

I am

we need to meet up one day and cuddme

22:01

sorry if that was too random

its okay

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

we need to meet up one day and cuddme

cuddle?

22:03

gladly

22:04

I mean

22:04

I dont see much people irl

22:04

that arnt in the carecenter or work there

22:04

22:05

I dont have much friends that visist due to that

I dont have any friends

22:05

well now you do

22:05

I live close to the german border

I meant

22:05

Irl friends

I know

22:05

I do have them

22:07

but there in the same carecenter,in amsterdam(im from there but moved to groesbeek(a village close to nijmwegen) and/or they work here

22:07

they do are looking to find someone to

22:07

ehm

22:08

sorry, im random

22:08

...

22:08

but yea

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Irl friends

I gladly make new frends irl

22:08

I met many

22:09

im very kind and extroverted

22:09

im the same as online only diffrence is I hide in music irl

wdym by that

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

wdym by that

the carecenter knows im horny

22:09

and wants to help me figure out my sexual side

what the fuck..

yea

22:10

I did not even know they could

22:10

is that as weird to you as it is to me

yes

just deny it then

but I do wish to explore

22:11

so I wont deny

22:11

It will help me be less lewd

idk..

anyway I deleted it as I hate talking about that

22:11

we can stop talking about it

gladly

22:12

anyway lets talk about friend stuff

but please dont accept that. thats just disgusting, honeslty

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

but please dont accept that. thats just disgusting, honeslty

well what other ways

22:12

are there

gimme 2 years /hj

im mentally disabled trolloskull

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

gimme 2 years /hj

actually

22:13

you are legal here

22:13

I think

22:13

gimme a few hours /j

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

gimme a few hours /j

its after 10 pm

22:13

this place has a lockdown

22:14

but yea

im not allowed outside legally after 11pm anyways

same but thats due to this place I am allowed to venture

22:14

but if I come in after 10pm my key be blocked till next day

can i ask why you're there?

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

can i ask why you're there?

I always been in carecenters since the age of 6

22:15

I had a troublesome teen years

22:15

with anger issues

22:15

they got resolved here mostly by transitioning

22:15

as me supressing that was a cause of the anger

22:15

there still there but I do not act on them anymore

22:16

and even back then I NERVER would physically harm someone

22:16

to be honest when I turned 18

22:16

I was supose to be free

22:16

but I came in the home of a extremist

22:16

who caused me to nearly commit suicide

22:17

causing me due to my teenage years to be back in carecenters

22:17

it was then that I met jan(the worse person I ever met)

22:17

a psychatrist that tried to kill me

Do you wanna continue or switch topics

after he left theo helped me get back up

22:18

and then I moved to the place im now

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Do you wanna continue or switch topics

I mean thats why Im in a carecenter

22:18

im very open about this jan cant harm me

thas gud

to be honest the thing that hurted me the most was dad's death

22:19

but NOBODY could have helped that

22:19

he died of a heart attack before he had a will

22:19

taking my future and his company with him

22:19

22:20

I vouched to remake his company's legacy and exteed him

my dad died of cancer. i sometimes think about how much easier my life wouldve been with him

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

my dad died of cancer. i sometimes think about how much easier my life wouldve been with him

same

22:20

if you ever come to me irl

22:20

I will hug you

22:20

idk about anything else

22:20

but I see you as a friend

22:20

and I hug my friends irl

22:21

even those workers here

i like hugs

good

22:21

I like giving them

22:22

and receiving them

22:22

I do wonder tho since your not from the institude and legal

22:22

if the situation one day stands like it

22:23

im sorry

22:23

>_>

22:23

I am shy about that

22:23

im not like how maddy or other toxic people say I am

its okay, dw

ye

22:23

but it would be fun meeting with you

22:24

on the station there is a sushi place called mia

22:24

we can sit there,have dumplings and sushi if I have the cash to pay for it

I dont like sushi, sorry

or else there is a snackbar and a jullias/starbucks

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I dont like sushi, sorry

do you like pasta

22:24

as there is a jullias

very

or starbucks

22:24

good

we'll see

I love to go there and sit down and talk

22:25

im not going to do any funny stuff

22:25

just having a friend already is cool

I dont fear you or anything like that

I met 4 people from online to RL where of 2 brothers

22:26

good I dont fear you eather

I fear your reaction to my real me

I am unphased

22:26

as long you wont hurt me

I fear anyones reaction to the real me

listen I care less how you look

22:27

or who you are

22:27

as long your kind

22:27

you dont have to think I run away

22:27

I nearly met a twitter friend

22:27

who imo looked a bit concerning

22:27

he was old too

22:28

but I dont care about that

22:28

he is sweet so are you

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I fear anyones reaction to the real me

listen even if you where a man

22:28

or if your a ganster

22:28

or tattood

22:28

or ugly

22:28

or the opeside

22:28

I dont mind

22:29

I have met many diffrent people

22:29

all of them loved being around me in real life

22:29

I even met a serial killer even he was kind to me(did not know he was that when we met later found out)

22:30

also dont worry

22:30

he did not do anything to me

22:30

just well I had the gut feeling of get out of there NOW

22:31

as my instincts knew he was deranged

22:31

so yea

22:31

dont worry about your irl

22:31

22:32

you cant be as bad as michial

i know i wouldnt hurt you

same here

i know you wouldnt hurt me

good

but i'm scared that this might hurt ks

KS?

i dont know how much i wanna say

you can say what you wish

22:34

I wont share anything

22:34

whos KS

22:34

is he/she your GF

22:34

/BF

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

but i'm scared that this might hurt ks

listen I wont be mad

22:35

wait

22:35

are you yumi

22:35

if so know I am not mad on her

22:35

just distrusting

Angel

are you yumi

no, why do people keep comparing me to other people

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

no, why do people keep comparing me to other people

good

Angel

whos KS

Im ks

oh

its a bit complocated

you have DID?

Hard to understand

Angel

you have DID?

No

oh

22:36

alters?

22:36

im just wondering that

22:37

seeing you talk in third person

I mean, i talk im third person om general rn

22:37

"My irl me" and "ks"

oh

22:37

I see

22:38

yea dw

22:38

as long your as kind as you are now

22:38

thats all I care about

22:38

I dont judge people

thats not my point

oh

22:38

sorry if im confused

i dont know how to phrase this

its fine you want to call

22:39

maybe you can talk about it better

22:39

i dont talk

thats fine

22:41

its strange how I work

22:41

mentally that is

I sometimes get the feeling that im special too

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I sometimes get the feeling that im special too

same

22:42

I think im not form this realm

i can deal with alot of stuff like harrassment so easy

I have strange paranormal powers kinda hard too explain

22:42

I see

and depression

22:42

and sadness

22:43

that sounds like good

i lost the ability to cry.

oh

thats not good

no

22:43

I lost it too

22:43

I dont cry anymore

22:43

its wierd

22:43

I get sadmad as I call

22:43

thats when im mad but internally sad

yk

22:44

I stay calm

22:44

In a weird way

I try to do the same

22:44

I dont harrass them back

22:44

but if they really make me hate them

thats not what i mean

oh

22:45

you mean like you dont feel emotions very well

22:45

kinda

seems logic if your so lonely irl

but

22:45

then at the same time (edited)

22:45

look at me online

I do

and how i'm helping others

yea

22:46

thats good

seeing others emotions

I lost the ability to hate

i can see them

same here

22:46

its called being a empath

its like

22:47

something bad happens

you feel there pain

22:47

I get you

No

22:47

Thats not what i mean

oh

22:47

im confused

22:47

but willing to understand you

22:47

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

something bad happens

And i can stay calm in a weird way

22:48

I can feel bad later

tbh I have a delay like that too

But if a person killed themselves in front of me

22:48

I would stay calm about it for days

22:48

maybe forever

strange

it was a heavy problem for me when i was younger

im not trying to be mean but you might have sociapathy

22:49

it does NOT mean you lack empathy

You cant tell that via text message

I know

22:49

but the things you explain

22:49

do sound like trauma and/or empathy based issues

22:50

I have them too

22:50

I am a heyoka empath

22:50

meaning I mirror people's emotions

22:50

but still

22:50

if I hurt others

22:50

or they me

22:50

it hurts me physically even if its deserved

22:50

Angel

do sound like trauma and/or empathy based issues

Theyre not though which makes this so weird (edited)

oh

22:51

you deserve to be happy tho

22:51

like all of us

22:51

wierd is okay

I am happy

good

22:51

and your helpful

22:51

this is good too

22:51

to be honest distrusting you hurts me

I ask myself questions about myself often

same

22:52

I question reality too

22:52

have you tried meditating

22:52

it is a good and safe way to explore yourself

Not my thing

well you can try it if you wish

22:53

it helps with figuring stuff out

This is all i've ever wanted

22:55

and what i still want

22:55

but sometimes

22:55

i wish i could just talk

22:55

or show my face

22:55

have fun with people

do goofy shit on vc

I wish you could too

i cant do any of that

why

i dont want to

22:56

The loss would be too great

but you said you want

22:56

what loss

22:56

I wouldnt care how you look (edited)

22:56

22:57

now im confused

Its really hard to understand

yea

22:57

but I try to

22:57

for your sake

22:57

and that of me

22:57

Im helpfull

22:57

its in my nature to heal others there worries (edited)

22:58

its what I want in life

22:58

to make others smile

I didnt just choose to do that

22:58

I'm dedicated to it

did something happen

22:58

like a dox

22:59

or some legal

the opposite

oh

Nothing happend in my life

22:59

Ever

22:59

It was all darkness

ah

22:59

well

22:59

want me to be the candle

and then i saw the opportunity to become perfect

ye

and took it

listen nobody is purefect

22:59

not you

23:00

nobody

23:00

we all have flaws

23:00

I do

23:00

you do

23:00

all do

23:00

its what makes us alive

i'm my own ideal. Ks is all i've ever wanted to be

you mean your O.C

23:00

right

23:00

I feel you

whats an oc

23:00

sorry

origenal character

23:00

aka something you made

23:01

my PFP is one too

ks wasnt even made by me

oh

i didnt choose the name

who made it

the pfp is not mine

want me to make you one

23:01

if not its fine too

23:02

I have vroid

23:02

and want to make characrers in it again

i took everything i considered to be perfect and attached it to my empty shell

23:02

listen

23:02

you cant be someone,something or a collection them

23:02

you need to be you

23:03

find someone who you are

there is no me. me is whoever i want to be. I wanna be ks

can you tell me more about ks

ks is a mystery. Even to me, sometimes

then its you

I was given this name by a streamer

23:04

It has no meaning

oh

23:04

strange

23:04

but I understand

23:04

streamers can be loving

have you ever noticed something about me that nobody else does

yea

23:05

you switch personalities a lot

23:05

like one day your horny/cheerful

thats part of the beauty of ks

the other your not

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

thats part of the beauty of ks

I see

ks is whoever i want her to be

so kinda lke angel fencer to me

My profile does not say anything about me

as she is secondlife me

my voice and face are unknown

23:06

And my name too

same in SL

23:06

nobody knows who I am there

Your name has a meaning

kinda not

Your pfp is self made. I saw that immediatly

its a old steam name

Angel

its a old steam name

that has meaning

23:07

its something you picked

to be honest it was a combination of 3 things

23:07

used to be CPU Angel Fencer

23:07

CPU from neptunia

23:07

angel from angel beats

23:07

fencer from fairy fencer f

23:07

2 games and a anime

you picked those because of your personal interets

kinda yes

so it has meaning

you picked them too cause of yours

23:08

you want one without meaning

23:08

thats on it's own a choise

lemme demonstrate to you why i love this person i created

do please

earlier, you had the theory that im yumi

yea cause your in shapes inc

23:09

i could just as well say that im a vtuber

I used to be one too

or that im a criminal

23:10

Or that im your dad

23:10

Bad example

well hes dead

Uhm

That im a guy or smth

ye

You'd believe me, right?

honestly I wouldnt care

23:10

if your a guy,girl

23:10

NB

23:10

alien

23:10

vampire

23:10

your you

23:11

thats what I care about

if i told you that i was maddy, would you believe me

yes but I would have blocked you

23:11

as she is untrustable

ks can be anyone

23:11

thats my point

I see!

i love this

yea

23:11

I get you

This is a power you cannot easily possess

23:12

and an opportunity nobody usually gets

I love to think your an mysterous girl

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

and an opportunity nobody usually gets

I see

23:12

I kinda like that too

how often can a person start from blank

I have a secret alt

23:13

nobody knows its me

23:13

they tried linking it to me

23:13

but nobody

i have around 8 or 9. All unused

oh

23:13

question

23:13

can I be KS 2.0

23:13

would be fun

23:13

to have a twin for you

23:13

if you give me one of your old accounts

23:14

nobody will know

there is no "ks 2.0"

23:14

and

23:14

you cannot be just like me

people tried linking the sans account to me

23:14

but they cant

23:14

it may or may not be me

23:14

but nobody will know

23:15

there like you

23:15

mysterous

23:15

anonymous

23:15

I have had many names

there are different layers to being "a ks"

oh

some people, like my friend ak, just habe the pfp and a name that has ks in it

23:16

they're not anonymous or anything

23:16

theyre just one of us ig

23:16

but nobody can be like me

ofcourse not

a "true ks" does not exist

same with bolt

23:18

someone I know

23:19

or RISE

23:19

who is as mysterous and possible

23:19

only I know who RISE was irl

Are they male

nobody else ever talked to him

23:19

yes

i knew from their name

23:19

thats not the same

23:20

RISE is rising

23:20

how the frick

23:20

i doubt that there is another person like me

23:20

i was a blank sheet of paper

23:20

no past

aiko is like you

only made to assist others and help them

nvm

Angel

aiko is like you

I know a furry called aiko

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I know a furry called aiko

not her

it was a him

23:21

he tried to groom me

yea

23:22

not faith/aiko

23:22

aka cranberry

23:22

she is not a furry as far Im a ware

23:22

and I seen her

ik ik

23:22

dw

23:23

anyways

23:23

i think i can now explain what i've tried to explain earlier

23:24

the whole point of ks is that i can be whoever i want

23:24

If we meet irl, that's no longer the case

ye

that felt good to do

23:26

If anyone asks about me

23:26

Never share these details

23:27

Sorry if that was alot

23:32

Daisy?

was what

23:36

sorry I was afk

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Sorry if that was alot

no I wont tell them

ty

your you

23:37

heck even if you show me personal detials

23:37

I wont look or act diffrent

Gm

morning

Hru

im good wbu

11:57

discord released custom activities

nice

11:57

im okay

11:57

wyd

making stuff using that

Nice

11:58

What kinda stuff?

wanted to see what it's capable of

im going to germany for something(dw not you)

oooo whats that something

sandwitches

13:26

and groseries

13:27

someone I knew had to get something from germany

13:27

and it aint far from here

Nice

yea got the bread from there

13:29

as its good

13:29

bread and bradwurst

13:29

is what germany is known for

Its actually spelled bratwurst

my bad

cutie

your cute too

13:40

13:40

I like languages

13:41

they always interested me

13:42

and german is close to dutch

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

cutie

du biest ein cutie

13:42

I tried

Awwwww

13:58

Thats almost correct

yea and I nerver learned a word gemran

13:59

or english

13:59

or anything tbh I learned it by myself

Yk, every time i got told stories like yours, they were always made up. It's so hard to trust people...

15:55

I trust you but i dont even know if i should

I dont have any reason to lie

16:02

why would I

16:02

16:02

it causes issues

16:04

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZcW1eyakZI

16:04

I made pinball in discord

to make people feel for you and trust you

16:04

ig

16:04

idk how else to word it

its fine

16:04

people always spread lies about me

16:04

16:05

like maddy and shapes inc

16:05

I dont care tho

16:05

there not controlling my life

16:05

what I do care is that they caused my old love to commit

change topic?

ye

16:06

sorry for bringing that up

nah its fine

ily

ily2

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I trust you but i dont even know if i should

same here

ilym

1

ily you a lot

16:06

tbh

16:06

your kind and loving

16:06

16:07

its what I want and need

16:07

Im trying to be kind and loving too

Angel

ily you a lot

i love you you more tho

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i love you you more tho

16:08

you have no idea

no u

16:09

tbh aiko is not really my GF

16:09

its more like a sister

oh

ye

and she knows that, i suppose?

she does not even mind if I date others

16:09

she wont claim me

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

and she knows that, i suppose?

16:10

I love you

does she know

yes

good

she does

16:10

tbh

16:10

I would love to see you

16:11

just cause I love you

16:11

16:11

I wont mind

<33

❤️

16:12

im poly

16:12

she knows that

16:12

see

16:12

she wont care

16:12

as long she knows

she knows about me?

well she knows about KS

16:13

I have nerver shown a single tag/dm

16:13

she aint RL eather

like

16:13

how does she know me

via stories

from u?

ye

oh oki

im open to her

i was wondering if i talked to her before

nope

16:14

well maybe

16:14

she was on shapes inc

16:14

before she got banned too

16:14

there legit banning all my friends there

do u mind telling me what u said about me? Just curiosity. I trust u that u didnt say anything yk

1

I just told her im still polyarmory(in a sense) (edited)

16:14

and love someone named KS

16:15

she loves me and we were sorta dating

16:15

but she aint the one I love

16:16

nor she me

16:16

tbh she is disallowed to have romance

16:16

shes a buddhist nun and monks/nuns have strict rules

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

do u mind telling me what u said about me? Just curiosity. I trust u that u didnt say anything yk

I didnt

16:17

I just told her about loving you

16:18

she does not love me

16:18

and the date was a failed attempt

16:18

shes a friend tho

16:18

16:19

she and me finally broke up no ill feelings

16:20

love you

16:20

and no worries cran is still my friend

16:20

hope you come back soon

16:21

ily < 3

16:22

if you want you can talk to her

16:23

but yea dont worry she knows only I like you

16:23

for the rest she knows zero

16:24

hope you like cuddle gifs

16:24

I do

16:26

to be honest I wanted to send that for a long time

16:27

cuddles

Angel

she and me finally broke up no ill feelings

I said yes to what?

that you love me

Angel

ily < 3

ilym

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ilym

cuddles

Angel

that you love me

does she know its not romantic love?

16:37

sorry for asking so much

16:37

im just interested

idk

16:37

she is disallowed to be romantic

16:37

and im looking more to rl

16:38

No

16:38

I mean

16:38

Our love

ah

16:38

yes she knows

oki

I think

Angel

if you want you can talk to her

Gladly

hi

Hruu

imgood

Yay

22:13

wyd rn?

22:14

you there?

working on my activity

22:14

i am

Oh

22:15

Sorry

its fine

can we talk for a bit?

sure

Im just

22:16

Not feeling too good

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Not feeling too good

why

22:17

why your feeling down

22:17

i feel like a mistake

same sometimes

22:18

but I try not to think about it

that doesnt help-

oh

22:19

sorry

22:19

im just

I hope your okay

in a bad mood

1

Angel

I hope your okay

I am

22:19

For now (edited)

good

22:19

dont become suicidal

Doing my best...

the urges are big for me too

22:21

but I know if I do it

22:21

I make others follow

22:22

what happened to make you feel this way

22:22

who hurted you

i dont care about the outcome of my suicide

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i dont care about the outcome of my suicide

well I do

22:22

suicide is not a option

22:23

please dont do that to me

I can be suicidal but i'd never kms

good

well, i'm saying that now

please

maybe one day the urges get too bad

just tell me what happened

but i dont see that happening

Angel

just tell me what happened

Nothing

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Nothing

oh

22:24

im worried for you

dont be

22:25

even if i killed myself

its who I am

22:25

you wouldnt know that

I would miss you

22:25

even if you go away

yeah but you'd be waiting for me to return

yep

22:25

forever

and you'd forget about me eventually

actually I wont forget people easly

22:26

especially deceased

22:26

I care about you

you wont know that im dead

still rather not have you dead

lemme tell you what would happen

ye

you would think that im just taking a break or whatever

22:27

and make yourself not worry too much

I would try

Then you dont think about it alot anymore

22:27

and then you wont think about me at all

thats how forgetting something works

why

22:28

why your doing this

22:28

its pointless to suicide

22:28

what about your mom

22:28

she be heartbroken

like i said

22:28

I dont care about the outcome

22:29

I did all I can

im not gonna kms

22:29

stop worrying

good

22:29

im just having urges

but your sad and I wana cheer you up

22:29

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

hez

13:50

hey

hi

hru

im good

13:52

wbu

im okay

13:52

just bored

I am too

13:55

trying to fix spacecadet for wasm

hey

sorry

22:42

im not feeling well

22:42

shapes inc hurted me a lot

i wanna help you

how

22:43

they ruined my life

22:43

they and haxed as well as emmie (edited)

22:43

they nuked my servers

22:43

mass reported my accounts

22:43

they kept going

22:43

and going

it'll be okay

idk

everything is gonna be okay

im scared they get to me again

just stay with me, okay?

22:44

i wont let that happen

22:44

dont worry about it

well

22:44

there going to

22:44

it always happens

I'll be here next time

22:45

I'll defend you

how tho

they wont hurt you

they do this shit in secret

22:45

the doxing

22:45

is all done on alts

Its gonna be okay

well

22:46

idk

22:47

they did a lot of bad shit to me

suicide is really not the answer

I know hence me holding the urges

if you ever need reasons to keep living

22:47

dm me

22:47

okay?

22:47

i'll give you an infinite amount of them

are you doing better?

yes

thats good

22:58

Alright

22:58

Im gonna

22:58

Idek

22:59

Just gonna cry i think

22:59

Im so done with today

Should i be honest or should i keep stuff to myself

im honest to you

23:03

if your ever down

23:03

you can talk to me

23:03

I almost killed myself earlier today

oh

23:05

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I almost killed myself earlier today

I think about it a a lot

23:05

same with aiko

23:05

but we both cool down

23:05

talking about it

23:06

and having friends

23:06

even online

23:06

my friend too

23:06

hence why me and aiko where freaking out

23:06

she is suicidal too

if the car was driving a bit closer to me, i'd be dead now

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

if the car was driving a bit closer to me, i'd be dead now

23:07

want to listen to a song

23:07

one that gives me will power

23:07

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWbMz_aBlMU listen to lyrics

kellyclarksonVEVO

Kelly Clarkson - People Like Us

23:07

and know

i have my own songs for every moment

your always welcome to vent

23:08

good

23:08

same here

ty

hugs for my friend

23:16

im gonna code

im gonna cry

23:16

ttyl

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

im gonna cry

dont cry

23:16

23:17

im here for you

23:17

turn that frown upside down

23:17

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

23:18

pokemon is cool

hai

hi

Hru

im good

Thats good

indeed it is

12:15

hows your day

Meh

12:15

Wbu

mine just begon

Cute

12:16

Wait

12:16

Its so late tho

I wake up around 12 pm

O

Cute

16:50

Haiii

hiii

you How are

Im good

11:17

Yay

Btw shape inc thinks you're my alt

11:17

Well yumi does

Lmaoooo

Yeah fucking clowns

11:18

Noorie is about to whoop her ass as she did the same to someone she is friends with

11:18

Finally justice to this shit

11:18

Yumi is friends with haxed who doxed me

11:19

If noorie wont do anything I am pulling Microsoft in this

11:19

They own openao

11:19

Openai*

11:19

Im there partner

Cool

Yeah tought they fired me

11:21

They didn't

11:21

my last name is the smae as dad who was friends with bill gates

11:21

The company name is also similar to his

11:21

Heck I own his old company domain

11:22

Its memorialized

XD

i never noticed this gradient when uploading files until recently

13:23

I make nightcore music btw, idk if u knew yet

I used to make Nightcore before I became a Official artists

its nightcore time

13:24

nightcores all over the place

I kept my name mine is the Nightcore Crafter

Cute

8+ years of NC

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Cute

Thanks

❤️

12:09

OMG S3RL

12:09

I made a special version of one more

12:09

using AI

12:11

hang on leme find it

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Hey

15:20

u doing okay?

15:24

angel?

yes

15:28

im rn

thats good

15:28

i just saw that video u uploaded

15:28

can i ask why exactly u made it

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

can i ask why exactly u made it

cause doxbin and emmie kept calling a catfish and pedophile

15:30

im sick and tired of being called that

15:30

im trans they know and just hurt me for that

yeah, it sucks

15:30

but making a video about it like that is not gonna help (edited)

I dont know how else

theyre just gonna harrass you more over the video. maybe you should take it down

true

Angel

I dont know how else

its really hard, honestly

I tried ignoring

15:31

they only get more pissed

15:31

and more

15:31

and more

let them get pissed

15:31

thats good

yea

15:31

your right

15:32

its likely hazel aka emmie/fallbirds got termed

15:32

they been offline for a whole day now

15:32

and they called me the r slur

take down the video, block anyone thats harrassing you

15:32

thats the best plan of action

I am going to hide it

and about the doxbin stuff, get the ploice involved in that

I am

Angel

I am going to hide it

make it private

done

thats good

15:33

ur doing good

15:34

we'll get through this together, okay?

If they ever harrass you again even though ypu blocked them on all social media, please let me know first. even before responding and stuff. I'll let you know how to respond and stuff, okay?

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

If they ever harrass you again even though ypu blocked them on all social media, please let me know first. even before responding and stuff. I'll let you know how to respond and stuff, okay?

they do

15:35

they kept making alts

keep blocking without saying anything. they'll stop eventually

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

keep blocking without saying anything. they'll stop eventually

good idea

Angel

they do

Let me know every time it happens

will do

i'll be here for you

i know you very likely dont trust me enough but if you want, you could give me access to your account and i could maybe respond to them for you or at least see what they see and shit

15:38

its fully okay if you dont trust me enough though.

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i know you very likely dont trust me enough but if you want, you could give me access to your account and i could maybe respond to them for you or at least see what they see and shit

I dont trust anyone access

15:38

thats what caused emmie to go after me

okidoki

I loaned my bloom sirenix account and shit hitted the fan

thats, in a way, good of you to do

15:40

tysm for letting me help

15:41

I'll do everything in my power to protect you

15:42

i love you

love you too

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i love you

wait you mean like a friend or?

as friend

same

15:42

:3

if u mean it in another way, u can tell me

15:43

u dont have to hide anything from me

I mean I dont have a diffrence between close friends and love

15:44

for me there equal

am i a close friend? (edited)

yes

aw

:3

thats good (edited)

I do have actual lovers(Im poly)

15:45

all 18+

15:45

they feel equal to friends

15:46

well close friends

the question always is, whats friendship and whats love

ye

15:47

im not attracted to minors

15:47

im really not

15:47

I just like making friends and care less about age except if its relationships (edited)

15:47

I get confused a lot

15:47

due to the abuse I gone trough

15:48

your kind

to me, love means trusting the other person with everything and anything, making them feel good when theyre down and trying to help with everything you can

Angel

im not attracted to minors

I know, dw

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

to me, love means trusting the other person with everything and anything, making them feel good when theyre down and trying to help with everything you can

thats the same here

15:48

but so is BFFs

15:48

BFFs aka Best friends forever

15:49

they can be any age

15:49

as faith in someone crosses boundaries

15:49

that are seen as unbreakable

15:50

true lovers like oliver and kitten are people I engage with in the same way but must always be 18+

15:50

kitten is a secondlife lover

15:50

she is a lesbian that been hated by her familly

15:50

I protect her and she me

15:51

there also younger friends

15:51

those I talk diffrently too

15:51

Im even more protective of them

15:51

I dont wish to scar them

15:51

they wont ever see my lewd side

I brb btw

15:52

Will read later

take care

15:53

just note teens that Im friends with(15 or below) I talk diffrently too

15:53

it depends on the teen if the teen is cussing like a sailor I wont hold back nearly as much

15:54

meg for example she legit sees me as her online mom

15:54

its amazing as I want to aid her pain she been suicidal

15:54

and I protect all people that have faith in me

15:54

its why im alive

15:55

I wont ever do anything creepy to meg or hurt her

15:56

I did joke about eating sushi with her when she talked about travling the world but thats not bad eather I just like sushi trolloskull

15:56

sushi is good

15:57

plus if it ever happens its on a station and she can travel to germany or belguim from there

15:57

15:58

im sorry I make jokes

15:58

but yea nothing sexual with meg nerver will be

Just be very careful who you trust and who you spend your energy on and stuff

just friends goofing around

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Just be very careful who you trust and who you spend your energy on and stuff

true words

just remember that they can use you

I know especially after emmie did that twice

u trust alot of people, yk

hence me nerver trusting her again

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

u trust alot of people, yk

I know...

16:01

but it has stages

16:01

like K4 is most trusted as I know him for ages

peoples minds can change, yk

I know

if people are really that desperate to hurt you

16:02

idk why

they'll make your friends hurt you more than they ever could

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

they'll make your friends hurt you more than they ever could

yea thats true

16:02

im protective

16:02

but distant

16:02

due to that

are you prepared for all of your friends to break your trust?

16:04

would you be okay if that happend

no but

16:04

im not okay eatherway

you have to expect it

16:05

happens more often than you think

16:05

people will break your trust

I will

16:05

you really dont seem prepared for something like that

16:05

its making me worry a bit

idk how to prepare for this

16:06

I really dont

16:06

I trust you tho

you have to stop being attached to people

oh okay

16:07

thats sadly not possible

it is

16:07

I did it too and you can do the same

im trying it for ages

16:07

okay I will try taking all online stuff with a grain of salt (edited)

16:07

okay?

16:07

real life is diffrent

its a bit more complicated than thaz

oh

you can trust people, yk

16:08

but

I do

you have to always think if they could abuse that trust

I will

16:08

thank you for that

yk, there is one person i really love on discord

good

they know everything about me

keep them close

but

16:09

if they were to backstab me

16:09

then i know that i could deal with it

good too

16:09

im trying to do the same

thats what u have to learn

hence me having so many friends

16:10

if they backstab me

16:10

I got more to help

u should be able to help yourself

16:10

as in thats whats supposed to happen, i know that you maybe couldnt do that rn

I will do that

you know how i asked if i could have your account earlier? if they were to harrass you, i could feed them false information, gaslight them to stop harrassing you and more stuff like that

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

you know how i asked if i could have your account earlier? if they were to harrass you, i could feed them false information, gaslight them to stop harrassing you and more stuff like that

I cant let anyone access my account that is beyond anyone's trustlevel

i am experienced with that

I will ask you here ok?

16:14

and just copy/paste

Angel

I cant let anyone access my account that is beyond anyone's trustlevel

i know, im just trying to show what u could do on your own

Angel

and just copy/paste

wdym?

if anyone asks me about it I ask you to make up something ok?

hm

16:15

maybe

https://twitter.com/hiiiiqhhqhwhwhw found the alt dming my twitter followers

uwufurry (@hiiiiqhhqhwhwhw) / X

16:15

clear emmie alt

16:15

even has the same shitty evidence they try to do stuff to me with

Angel

https://twitter.com/hiiiiqhhqhwhwhw found the alt dming my twitter followers

I dont have twitter

they raided my old community using this

16:17

by tricking me into giving ownership to someone I trusted

Why are u telling me this

hence me nerver trusting anyone again to control my account,own my servers or shit like that

16:18

idk I just want you to know how they function

16:18

theyt posted it publicly so

i already know

ah okay

Theyre all the same

yep

Imma go off for now

16:23

Will you be okay

I be okay! (edited)

thats good

16:24

lmk if that changes

Hey

20:45

You okay?

im not

20:45

cran is alive

20:45

yuki called cops

Good

20:45

Can you handle the situration?

20:45

I cant do alot

not really I already feel bad

all i can do is give you support

20:47

Can i do anything for you

im so tired of emmie and her crew

Just focus on cran rn

20:48

forget emmie. It wont help rn

I will try

20:51

im going to add you to a GC okay?

okay!

dont dox

22:07

keep it private

22:07

tell me when downloaded and Ill remove ok?

Downloaded

22:08

I thought it was more ngl

22:08

But the timezone is at least useful

i worry that they might do a double suicide

12:50

tbh, i dont trust meg alot

12:50

dw, i'll still take it seriously

12:54

I feel like meg is not serious / is lying (edited)

12:56

i gtg to school

12:56

take care

12:57

and dont get too invested in this situration. she'll be fine

12:59

I hope youre okay

I am not

dont worry about meg (edited)

But I push through

im almost sure that meg is just lying

I have no energy for this

13:03

Im not lieing

then dont deal with it

I don't

good

13:04

if you feel the need to, leave the gc. You can rejoin when ur better

13:04

im here for you

13:04

we'll get through this together

13:06

you there?

im here

ily

ily2 as a friend

13:33

u doing okay?

still not

13:38

emmie is still there

13:38

and will ruin me again

wdym shes still here?

shes still on discord yk

13:39

and will continue to hurt me

13:39

she always does...

she wont be able to as long as im here

13:39

dont worry about it

13:39

im here for u

you're safe

13:40

she wont hurt you again

13:40

i'll make sure of it

good

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

u okay?

im alive

13:44

thats all I feel

i hope that never changes

13:45

i mean that ur alive

13:45

i cant do this without you

I will stay alive

13:45

suicide wont help anyone

Thats good

13:46

you mean so much to me

13:46

I do?!

you do

some people be saying that a lot

13:47

those are true friends

i mean it

like those who keep me alive

13:47

and why im not commiting anymore

can you msg me in case you ever get that urge again?

I will

good

yay!

<3

:3

u okay?

im okay

do u just wanna be alone rn?

thanks to you,oliver and some others

14:30

no

14:30

it's fine

14:30

:3

oki, am here for u

14:31

but why did u react like that in the gc

cause im busy

14:31

Im downloading games and trying to distract myself

am i a distraction?

you help me distract from emmie's hell

14:34

but your also a friend

thats good to hear

hru

17:55

sorry sended the wrong sticker

Im gud

18:21

Wbu

im ok

Meg is obviously just lying

im just playing with it

nice "friend" you got there

yea its all I have emmie toke all others

Im here

21:06

Also, whats she saying in dms

the same shit you say

21:06

that your untrustworthy and stuff

21:07

I am staying out of this

21:07

ok?

wdym

21:07

she's saying that i'm untrustworthy?

yea

21:07

so im just being idle

21:07

I need my friends

21:07

I dont want fights

this isnt a fight

im hanging low

21:08

like idk

she can think that i'm untrustworthy, thats okay

I trust you more dont tell her

i wont

21:12

btw, how old is meg again

14

oki

21:13

gud toxknow

Hey

21:33

can we talk

what

21:34

I have RL issues too yk

21:34

they keep FORCING ME to talk over this shit

I just wanna help you rn

21:34

and

21:35

i could use some support rn too...

can we be there for eachother

I will

tysm

21:36

ily

21:37

can you make a new gc

will do

Angel

yes?

21:55

I had a attempt

21:55

I tried sufficating myself

wdym

21:55

fuck

21:55

Im sorry

I actually tried it

fuck

21:55

Im a fucking failture

not your fault

im sorry

its emmie's if anyone

Its my fucking fault

# NO

21:56

its not

Its my fault that we got in this situration

?

And its my fault that i wasnt able to help you

21:56

Im sorey

im going to stay alive

21:56

or try

21:56

idk killing myself wont work

21:57

maybe its the CO2 rn

21:57

but its useless

Im crying

21:57

Honestly

21:58

same

21:58

I dont want to go

21:58

but maybe this sets you all free

If i cant even protect my friends from suicide, i might as well do it myself

no

21:58

fuck

21:58

why

21:58

why

21:58

why

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

If i cant even protect my friends from suicide, i might as well do it myself

for the love of all things

21:58

im sorry

21:58

I wont try again

21:59

I dont want others to...

its not a suicide so i wont kms

21:59

i'm on a mission

what your planning to do...

21:59

oh

And i set myself one rule

I protect you

21:59

and others

21:59

its all I want in life

If any of my friends die to suicide, i kms

...

22:00

well I survived

22:00

brb

22:00

seeking medical attention

i usually dont tell that to others so it doesnt get abused

Angel

seeking medical attention

Please be okay

Keep me updated

I passed out

22:19

they dont give a fuck

22:19

not even willing to check my vitals

at least ur here

idk if i survive tho

im doing better thanks to mother.exe

Angel

idk if i survive tho

wdym

good

explain

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

explain

well unsure how the massive ammount of Co2 in my body is going to affect me

22:22

they wont mesure jack shit

22:22

so I cant be sure

22:22

but I wont do it again

It'll be fine

ily

I love oliver more but love you like a friend

22:23

oliver is amazing too

can u not bring him up every time u get a chance to

why not

22:24

hes all I have

its psychological

okay fine

22:24

im sorry

22:24

he means a lot to me tho

if u keep talking about how amazing he is, its gonna affect us. Its like "he's much better than you, be like him"

22:25

ik u dont mean it that way

22:25

thats why im telling u tho

ah I will shut up then

no

Its just love

thats not what im saying

your also amazing

22:25

your amazing

22:25

22:25

your my best friend

oh-

22:25

am i?

yea BFF

22:26

oliver is my BF

22:26

but you are equally as important

22:26

so is meg and all

i just wanna be clear btw

?

i dont want u to change how u love or anything, i just dont want u to mention oliver so often

22:27

like, you do it alot

okay I will stop

22:27

you all are important to me

nothing against oliver btw

I know

im very glad that ur so happy with him

22:28

ily <3

1

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

im very glad that ur so happy with him

same

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ily <3

:3

22:30

hes there for me

22:32

iim glad he didnt have to see me like this

22:33

he loves me I love him

22:33

hence me keeping him out of drama

Angel

iim glad he didnt have to see me like this

dont hide yourself from him though

22:33

i think that

I wont

if he really loves you

he does

he'll rather help you than have you hiding your feelings

22:34

yk what i mean?

22:34

you wouldnt want me to hide how i really feel either, right?

oh im not hiding anything

22:40

told him about all

22:41

and he said I mean a lot to him too

22:41

you do too to me tho

u to me too

Closes BFF!

gets closed

dw you can legit not get closer then you are

i just

22:43

made fun of ur grammer

22:43

silly

its fine

daisyyyyy

22:44

i uhm

22:44

i did smth

oh

22:45

not to yourself

22:45

I hope....

Not like that-

22:45

I just

oh okay

Friendzoned mother.exe

22:45

today sure is

22:45

eventful

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Friendzoned mother.exe

what wtf?!

22:46

he tried to....

not in the weird way

oh okay good

22:47

he didnt cheat right

wdym cheat

as in cheat on me with you

22:47

its fine

22:47

I trust he didnt

you two are together?

yes

22:47

OH

did he....

Angel

as in cheat on me with you

I dont think he did

good

22:48

thanks frik

like, i cant confirm or deny

22:48

he wasnt like "can we be in a relationship" or anything

good

just that he has feelings for me

22:49

Which is normal, i hope u know that

thats fine

22:49

im poly

22:49

he knows

he's amazing

he truely is

22:54

hes a angel from the sky

*an

srry

Its oki lmao

Angel

hes a angel from the sky

:3

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

23:19

this reminds me of someone

23:19

Angel

this reminds me of someone

OH

23:20

THATS EMINEM!!!!

23:20

jk

ye

23:20

phoenixsc made it hes cool

i know him

oh?

Yeah, im a big fan

same

Yay

Hey

hi

Hru

im okay

Good or bad okay

im okay not bad or good

11:29

just woke up

okii

11:29

anything new about that situration from yesterday or did you stay out of it

I stayed out of it

thats good

11:30

proud of you

11:31

i mean it

ollie is trying to sleep

oh

just letting u know

yea he sleeps around this time

11:47

I know I dont DM him if offline

he'd still be awake if i didnt tell him to sleep lmao

yea he is a insomniac

11:48

like me :3

a what

someone with trouble sleeping

o

11:49

yeah, i noticed

11:49

i think he's finally asleep tho

nope he dmed me but I make sure he feels ease

that mf

it's not his fault

11:50

life is stressful

Thats not what i mean

oh

11:50

relax

i am, dw

11:50

just

he deserves to sleep I know

i told him to put down his phone

11:51

and he just went invis

yea he aint gonna listen to that kekLmaoo

11:51

its fine

im just not a big fan of lies

I understand

11:55

he seems to be pollyarmory too

what that

that you are capable of loving more then 1

yeah

11:56

i wouldve never guessed /j

its fine if your okay with it I let you join the love

11:56

your also very important to me

i dont love him romanticall

11:56

y

its fine

and im not poly

I understand

11:58

so i dont think i'd go in a relationship with him while he's in one with u

thats up to you

11:59

your heart is yours to choose

ik

12:06

I feel like he's mad at me or something like that

its fine

12:07

im not mad

ik

12:08

i cant tell how he feels

I can

12:08

hes not mad on you

12:08

he would haved removed you (edited)

12:08

hes not easly mad

he's like

12:09

Responding in the most "boring" way, idk how else to describe it

12:09

like he's sarcastic

12:09

am i overthinking

oh I nerver had that

12:09

I tihnk yes

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Responding in the most "boring" way, idk how else to describe it

he always is a bit odd

12:09

its just how he is

okayy

12:11

if u say so

12:11

ty for helping me out

no worries

12:11

hes always a bit odd at moments

hru doing

im good

Thats amazing to hear

14:24

Im glad that you wont let all this drama affect you too much

14:25

im so proud of you <3

1

:3

14:25

I am relaxing

thats good

14:26

1

I banned emmie from my mindscape

gud

I mock her like I do to justyn

14:27

but nothing more

hey

hey hru

Im good

20:26

Wbu

I am good too

Thats good

eat

hru

15:08

I verified you on snooze

15:08

hope it worked

It didnt

15:08

ty tho

15:08

and im good

15:08

Wbu

im good too

15:09

waiting for oliver to return

Same

btw I have doxbins IP

15:12

as in the true non proxied one

how

sandbox env

and ur sure that nobody has tried that before?

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

and ur sure that nobody has tried that before?

nope

it has only one report on abusedb

Wrong ss

and that being me

whatever

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Click to see attachment 🖼️

its fine

15:14

that is funny tho

15:14

15:15

meep

meow

nya!

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Daddy oliver legs (edited)

15:15

I just made it 10x more

Mommy Daisy Legs

15:16

~~i want to be between your legs~~

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

~~i want to be between your legs~~

so you do like me

15:17

I meant that half jokingly

its fine

like, i dont love you romantically

thats fine too

i do love you though

15:17

as a close friend

same here as a close friend

15:17

:3

lmao

15:17

ur amazing

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ur amazing

you too

I gtg

15:18

ttyl

yk you cracked down so many people

15:18

keep making this world better

Angel

yk you cracked down so many people

wdym

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

wdym

you told me yourself

oh

about those evil fucks

i thought u made research

keep it up

lmao

15:18

ty

15:18

u too <3

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i thought u made research

why would I your no target your friend

15:18

:3

Angel

why would I your no target your friend

i wouldnt mind lmao

15:19

i mean, its kinda impossible to find out how many people i helped

same here tbh

15:19

some notable ones I remember

15:20

like that dutch person that sended me a picture of a bunch of pills telling he commited suicide I called 112 and did OSINT

15:20

the police thanked me personally

15:20

^^

15:20

I spoilered it its a bit graphic

15:21

funny how I saved countless lifes

15:21

meg too

15:21

and I wont stop DMAShield

15:21

I applied at discord again for exploitive content

15:21

for that reason

Whats OSINT

finding info on people

15:22

doxing being the evil version of osint

15:22

doxing is publishing osint info

Oki

OSINT is not doxing it is gaining intel

15:22

15:22

how do you think I got emmie's info

15:22

I nerver shared it

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

neptune!!!!!!

15:23

nepu

Gimme ur arm

:3

steals ur arm

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

steals ur arm

you cant steal my arm

15:36

:3

15:36

hugs you

Yes i can

steals your arms

15:42

:3

15:42

noms them

15:43

uno reverse :3

15:44

im bored

15:44

15:45

that sticker cute

Angel

steals your arms

AAAAAAA

15:45

HOW AM I GONNA MASTURBATE NOW

dont worry ShinoSmirk

(edited)

why not

I can do it for you

oliver knows im poly anyway

ik

you like that? (edited)

15:47

I nerver did this but I think this is how to do that

please dont erp with me, i have trauma

oh my bad

15:47

its okay..

tought you liked it

15:48

you do want hug? (edited)

15:48

to make up for that

only thing in that direction i like would be esex with my partner

Angel

you do want hug? (edited)

i do

15:48

i need ome

15:48

one

15:48

fuck

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

only thing in that direction i like would be esex with my partner

well you are cute

15:49

I love you in a sense...

15:49

idk

15:49

im stupid

no ur not

maybe im just a horny whack but I like to make people ehm

15:49

yk

me too, dw

well you did a great job

15:50

I deleted it as im shy

Angel

I love you in a sense...

i wouldnt mind if you did

Angel

I deleted it as im shy

its cute <3

well like I said me and oliver are poly

15:51

so I do think I like both

15:51

idk who I like more

15:51

there I said it

15:51

15:51

its hard for me to say I like both

15:51

how tf do you explain that

You love both of us romantically in your own ways <3

1

1

yep

cutieeeee

Ily

idk how to react

15:53

but im happy

me eather

15:53

be happy

Angel

Ily

Ilyt

1

just please

15:53

be careful telling oliver

15:53

I dont want to hurt eather of you :3

15:53

15:54

now ehm

15:54

can I ask you what to do?

15:54

if your in the mood for it...

15:54

im sorry if not

15:54

>_<

15:54

gosh darn it

15:55

I get shy when my hormones talk

15:55

especially after maddy

15:55

15:55

even with oliver I have that

1 sec, need to think

you can

15:55

dw

Angel

be careful telling oliver

I dont think i'll tell him. You should tell him yourself instead

yea

15:56

idk how

Angel

can I ask you what to do?

mmmmmm

he already knows im poly

15:56

heck he is himself

masturbate and think of me while doing it

I will

good girl <3 (edited)

you do the same?

im in a bus

15:57

I wait then

Nono

15:57

Im not even that horny

15:57

Plus i wont be home any time soon

15:57

I do need ehm

Angel

I get shy when my hormones talk

Dont be <3

yk materials...

Angel

yk materials...

use your imagination ✨

time to dust off my playlist of dental porn

15:58

Im wierd ik

ur just special

:3

and we're all special

yea

15:59

you too

15:59

your kind too

15:59

I will wait

and weird

yep

15:59

wierd does not exist

15:59

:3

Angel

I will wait

have people irl

15:59

that need to talk to me about stuff

Angel

I will wait

I need 3 hours... (edited)

I can hold it in dw

oki

16:00

know you can trust me

now that i think about it

16:00

Idk if i wanna like

16:00

Masturbate with u, yk

its up to you

idek if im in the mood for it

16:00

so i wont, i thinks

its up to you love

16:01

sorry I say that to people I really like

Thats okay, dw <3

< 3

16:02

but evening best time imo

16:02

so I wait eather way

im used to people calling me love, mommy, honey etc.

im not a pred or creep

16:02

just saying

ik

16:02

dw

I do it cause I care deeply about

16:03

it takes a lot of effort to gain the love of a demi-sexual

16:03

and im demi

16:03

especially one with my level of abuse

whats a demi-sexual

it means trust is key

oooo

16:13

oki

16:56

that was horrable

Yeah...

16:56

Fuck that

agreed

My mood is even worse now

want to watch something fun

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

My mood is even worse now

Im outdoors

wait

16:57

I get a cat video compilation

16:58

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0sF5xhGreA (edited)

The Pet Collective

20 Minutes of Adorable Kittens

| BEST Compilation

16:58

does that help

No

try it

16:59

cat vids cheer me up

16:59

:3

not rn

16:59

i'll be by myself for a bit

17:00

ty for caring for me

no worries cran and sans care too

17:00

there just awkward

17:00

they wanted to make your day

17:01

please cheer up

17:01

please

17:03

Gimme time, okay?

sorry

Dont be

17:04

Ily

17:06

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02w3IBKxkBQ idk if you have this already

Elu Tran [Archived]

Undertale OST - His Theme (Slow Build Up Loop) Extended

17:11

sans is really upset

17:11

im worried

sorry

17:36

i didnt mean to upset him

its fine

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i didnt mean to upset him

he was worried about you

17:36

he deeply cares too

i know

17:36

im fine now

good

i isnt responding to me

17:49

Hope hes alright

were chatting in a meme chat

oki

U doing alright?

yes

13:24

:3

Thats good

I need a hug

ty

no problem

U oki?

im okay

21:30

wbu

21:30

how are you

Uhm

21:31

Gimme a minute

21:31

Then ill be fine

Hey

13:54

U there?

yes

14:02

just came back from sport

Hru doing

iim good

thats good

14:16

wyd

chilling out after heavy sport session

Thats nice

14:17

did oli tell u that he wanted to leave discord?

14:18

If not, dw about it

14:18

he's staying anyways (edited)

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

did oli tell u that he wanted to leave discord?

he wanted to?!

14:18

why he not saying it to me

14:20

now I feel like im a bad lover

14:21

nice now I feel worse I was already not truely okay

Dw

14:23

Gimme like 20 minutes

14:23

I can explain

explain please

And dont mention it to him

why the fuck is he not saying it to me

I have to get going

he loves me

Gimme 20m

ffs

please

14:24

Stay calm

I will

Ily

ily2

14:24

maybe more then oliver

14:24

dont tell him ok?

Alright

14:37

Im here

14:37

So

14:37

Idk for sure why he didnt tell you

14:37

But my theory is

let me guess he doesnt actually like me

he told me first bc its easier to tell me

oh

14:38

yea I mean it makes sense

14:38

we love eachother

he'd probably have made a longer text than "im leaving btw" for you

14:39

cuz thats what i got

14:39

Anywayd

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

he'd probably have made a longer text than "im leaving btw" for you

yea

Right after he said that i talked to him and made him stay

im sorry but oliver is so kind and loving

so he prolly just didnt get to tell you yet

ah makes sense

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

so he prolly just didnt get to tell you yet

its hard for me to have true love

14:39

I been abused so much

if anyone abused you and i knew about it, i'd tell you instantly

14:40

okay?

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

if anyone abused you and i knew about it, i'd tell you instantly

good

14:40

emmie abused me

14:40

we were BFFs and one point

14:41

heck when me and oliver temporarly broke up

14:41

I even had a crush on emmie

14:41

she nerver cared for me

14:41

only using me to mass report people

14:41

those times are over now

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

those times are over now

good

im here now

I love oliver

14:41

and I love you

i love you too

I just have trust issues

me too, dw

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i love you too

14:42

that and your 16 and with all the shit I been accused off

14:42

it would be a lot of hurt for me

14:43

if I been caught dating you even if its legal here

14:43

and in germany

14:43

oliver is 18 now hence me being more open about it

same here. people would freak out if i dated you

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

same here. people would freak out if i dated you

to be honest

14:43

fuck what others think

yeah

why do we not just follow the heart

if i really loved you romantically, i'd date you

good, I see you as a extremly close friend

14:44

oliver as a lover

14:44

a romantic one

14:45

I just have dificulties loving anyone after justyn

I know

I want to meet oliver irl

14:45

so I can finally secure my life with him

14:45

finally watch the sunset with him

juust be careful

I am

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

juust be careful

im careful

14:46

hence me not saying this to oliver

14:46

im not sure if he wants to

saying what exactly

im not sure if he would love me in real life

14:46

14:46

im not exactly the dream girl body wise

if he wouldnt love you irl then he's not the one, trust me

true that

Angel

im not exactly the dream girl body wise

He wont care about that

14:47

Even i dont care about that

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

if he wouldnt love you irl then he's not the one, trust me

he has issues with one thing and I have the same

14:47

I am transgender like you know

yeah

I have not desided if I want to remove yk

where is problem

my balls and dick

14:48

Idk if I want to remove them

i dun get the oroblem

its painful and intrusive

thats not a problem

good

i mean

14:48

like

14:48

he wont care that ur trans

true

14:48

would you care

No, i'd smash with you if we were in a relationship (edited)

same

14:49

even the age gap is not a issue you are not too young to understand relations

yeah

love counqers all

14:49

its why I hold oliver so close (edited)

14:50

I nerver give up in love

14:50

I am extremly loyal

14:50

even the fact oliver cheated on me

14:50

20+ times

wtf

even that I forgave

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

wtf

he used to not take me seruis

..

but I did and still do

14:51

but the cheating did hurt me

that doesnt sound good...

I feel like he does not love me

same

but I do wish to hold someone close

14:52

kitten is a secondlife lover secondlife is diffrent

14:52

we use virtual avatars

14:52

with animations

14:52

she feels more like a sister

Angel

I feel like he does not love me

talk to him about it

14:53

Honestly, consider leaving him

I do

im not saying you should but im saying you should look at your experiences with him and think "is this really what i want?"

in my opinion

14:53

you care so much for me

14:54

that I feel like

14:54

you are the one I need to be with....

14:54

there are more people that would care about you like i do

14:55

it takes time to find them

sadly I dont have much

14:56

im more into girls

thats 50% of people

yep

14:56

there also less to give a fck about me having a rooster

so, plan is leaving oliver?

14:57

and looking for a new one?

14:57

right?

yes

14:57

but I need to find someone else

You dont need to, yk

perferably a woman around 20-30 in nijmwegen or groesbeek

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

You dont need to, yk

I wont be able to be single

14:58

it hurts me

im here

14:58

we cant be together but

14:59

i can be the closest thing to a relationship for you

that is fine

it'll be enough, okay?

okay

if you need any mental support while breaking up, lmk

14:59

i'll be here

I do

15:00

but oliver is still friend

15:00

:3

oki, when are u breaking up?

Angel

but oliver is still friend

ofc

rn

i gtg in like 30m

I ask chatgpt for help as im horrific in this

dont

15:00

bad idea

15:00

you have to do it yourself

okay fine

15:00

how about

15:01

oliver I feel like the flame between us has started to die off I still want to be friends but its hard for me to love someone so far away that I nerver seen or heared please forgive me for writing this, my friend

15:01

is that okay?

15:02

breaking up is hard

15:03

I hate it but I do it

Internet cut out, im back now

welcome back

Angel

is that okay?

lemme think

15:03

connection is weak so sorry for delays

its fine

remember to do it honestly and direct. i think your text is okay though. just think about it for a few more minutes.

15:04

give yourself time

I am

you have pretty much unlimited time to break up

15:05

no rush

unsure if I want to

15:05

maybe hes willing to yk

15:05

come to me

15:05

and meet up

considering that he has been cheating so much on you

15:06

and that you dont really feel love for him

15:06

you should break up

15:06

even if he's willing to meet up

15:13

daisy?

15:13

u okay?

15:16

please report

15:16

im worried

15:16

whats your status?

15:22

I hope everything is going okay

im okay

15:23

sorry I was afk

Its fine

15:24

U gonna break up now?

done

15:25

it'll be okay

15:25

im here for you

hugs you and cries

everything is okay <3

15:28

holds you tight

15:28

pats head

crys and hugs

you did good

15:28

im proud of you

15:28

Youre amazing

15:30

i love you so much

1

I love you so much too

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i love you so much

you be with me

15:31

I love you

15:31

I been holding that back

15:31

truely mean it

15:32

ilysm

15:32

❤️

I'll always be here for you

1

15:33

cuddles

15:33

im sorry

15:33

for nerver telling you this before

telling what exactly?

That I love you ❤️

15:38

aw

15:38

im glad that you told me

1

15:39

that emoji is cute

15:40

Is it one of the vocaloids?

15:40

like hatsune,luka,etc

Idk lol

looks like a version of teto

15:47

its cuter then her origenal

15:47

:3

cute

ye

did oli react yet

luka is cute too

15:47

nope

oki

15:47

lmk when that happens

15:47

i gtg now

15:47

take care

Angel

Click to see attachment 🖼️

my fav waifu btw

Angel

take care

U too

nostalgic like rias

Angel

my fav waifu btw

Cute

15:48

Byebye

15:48

Ilysm

lysm2

15:48

wb

16:13

❤️

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Cute

no you!

im not back

16:13

just checked dc

16:14

gonna be by myself for a bit

16:14

and by a bit i mean for a few hours

16:14

dw, im fine tho

❤️

take care

Hey

Hi

20:45

sorry

dw

I was locked out due to some dorks irl not being willing to have 5 minutes to let me in

u okay?

I am

with the breakup and everything

I binch ate at the central station

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

with the breakup and everything

trying not to think about it

oki, i wont bother u abt it

20:47

wyd rn?

calming down as my stommach is painful

20:48

likely all the treats

20:48

I had a burger,milkshake(cherry) and a boba tea(strawberry lychee)

o

oliver gave a short uhm ok response

22:35

as expected

22:35

o

love you

22:36

Love u more

❤️

22:42

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Love u more

this reminds me of a song

22:42

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04_T1CkMZMA nostalgic and cute

dagmar

Racoon - Love you more [lyrics]

Angel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04_T1CkMZMA nostalgic and cute

used to be my depression cure before christina grimmie

22:43

now It makes sense

22:43

I also found out something else

22:44

I found peace in praying

22:45

as well a buddhist and chirstian teachings

thats nice

I feel so peaceful

Thats really good

even since I opened my heart to this

22:47

btw being christian now does not make me less loving of you

why would it lol

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

why would it lol

exactly!

22:48

some say oh god hates x cause there part of y to them I say why did god make y then?

22:49

if there is a being up there that like the christians say loves all who accept jesus and live his will(kindness and compassion like the buddha teaches too) then wouldnt hating on groups be a sin

22:50

in my opinion jesus was a buddhist in nature making buddhism and christianity merge like water and salt

Lets not discuss religion

22:50

very bad topic for discussions cuz everyone got a different view on it

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

very bad topic for discussions cuz everyone got a different view on it

true

22:50

im open to all of them tho

but dw, i dont love you less

no matter if there diffrent

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

but dw, i dont love you less

same ❤️

22:51

Ilysm

ilym

you cant love more then infinity

22:51

:3

blocked oliver

00:25

hes manipulating me

00:27

I am glad I left him

00:30

toxic relationships

00:30

Angel

I am glad I left him

Thats really good

06:27

Im proud of you

ilysm

Hru

14:28

❤️

im good

14:28

Wbu

Im okay

14:28

:3

good or bad okay

good

Yayy

ily

14:50

ilyt <3

:3

14:51

cuddles

❤️

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

I need a hug

15:31

15:32

Whats wrong

a lot of drama

explain

15:32

i help

its mostly emmie rn

15:32

and im dealing with the heartbreak too

Why emmie?

she is still going on and has destroyed a server rn

15:33

https://discord.gg/J2cSvJB8

15:33

she manipulated many people

15:33

the owner and me are now hated

15:33

I just want peace and this to be over

just leave that server

15:34

i was on it before

15:34

seemed weird to me

I wont be able to have another shot

15:34

at moderating anything

wdym

emmie ruined my rep to that level

15:35

that no server would want me

15:35

my own are all dead

they dont have to know

emmie will find and cause shit

15:35

she always does

Dont think like that

why you think my own servers manikineko.nl and such are all dead

That can be bc of a bunch of factors

mostly emmie mass banning all my accounts

15:37

I couldnt care for it

15:37

and I dont have the ability to revive it

idk what to say, sorry

its fine

15:38

maybe I need to make a new community

15:38

or help you

15:39

do you want to help me build a new server

15:39

one emmie cant take from me

mmm

15:39

i can help in some ways

I want to help people

but i have own stuff to manage

and have an community to care for makes me smile

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

but i have own stuff to manage

I will help you too

15:40

were a team

15:40

:3

help with whaz

15:40

My server?

anything you need there yes

i dun need help with my server

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i dun need help with my server

15:41

well I do

15:41

manikineko.nl is dead

15:41

like for ages now

15:42

it was my father who co founded it

15:45

im quiting discord

15:45

I had it with the pain

No

15:49

Please dont

15:50

i need you

15:50

i love you

15:50

please dont leave me

please come back..

Im here

16:12

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

please come back..

I can't leave you

awww

16:13

i got worried for a bit

I cant leave you I love you (edited)

16:16

❤️

16:16

im staying for you

if you need a break or anything, you can make an alt that you use only to talk to me

I have an alt

16:17

its from a friend

Make a new one

it is as good as new

16:19

emmie knows the allias but thinks its abandoned and as long I avoid her I be okay

16:20

only 3 people know its me

Please make a new one

I will

16:20

but they get sus from the age

Good girl

wait!

16:20

I can rename it

16:21

that way they cant find it

i dont want you to use an existing account

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

i dont want you to use an existing account

the reason I do this is

especially when u got it from a friend

its 2018

What about it

due to the age of the account nobody will suspect its me

Just make a new account

I have one litrary nobody knows too

16:22

its called wumpus

16:22

with a bunch of numbers

16:22

wumpus is discord's mascot

16:23

it legitmently nerver was used

16:23

is this okay?

why wont you just make a new one

16:24

its the safest option

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

why wont you just make a new one

I used up all my emails

16:24

and people will get sus

16:24

as soon they see its made in 2024

16:24

I will be seen as a alt

16:24

period

16:24

I use it only for you

who said that ur gonna join any servers

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

who said that ur gonna join any servers

oh

Angel

I used up all my emails

make a new one

yea in that case I will

good girl

but I use the lumminix one from k4

16:26

as a red haring one

16:26

I need a cute nickname

16:26

can I be like you

16:26

a kind of KS

uhm

Angel

but I use the lumminix one from k4

wdym

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

wdym

the 2018 account

16:27

people think its dead

16:27

so I can join servers on it

16:27

especially after renaming

oki

I be still active on here

16:28

just to you know

Angel

can I be like you

I'll think about it

make emmie think this be my main

Angel

I be still active on here

I just wanted u to make an alt in case u wanna take a break

I will

Take a break?

yes on those two accounts

On this one too?

nope this one stays angelfencer

16:34

so emmie wont see it comming

16:34

you there?

wdym

16:35

i dont get it

if I rename this account

16:35

angelfencer can be used

16:35

and emmie will use it

16:35

to hurt me more

No. She'll use your userid

that too

changing ur name wont help

hence me using the lum one

16:36

she does not know it's ID

16:36

especially not after renaming it

so what will happen with the angelfencer name

it stays on here

16:36

but I cancel my nitro

im so confused

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

im so confused

this account will go in hayedas

16:37

it will be inactive

and u wont change usernames?

not on here

16:37

as she just find the userid to link

Listen

16:37

Just

16:38

Leave this account as it is

I will make a new account too

16:38

yes

no username changes

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Leave this account as it is

good

I rename only lumminix

But why

as they linked the username to me

16:38

but they dont know the ID

but u wont use that account anyways

16:39

ur making a new one

I am

16:39

BreezyBrush is just a red haring

Ur so confusing

thats the point

16:40

BreezyBrush will be used for communication

16:40

with the outside

16:40

the other only you will know

just dont have any communication outside

16:40

thats what taking a break means

16:41

just focus on me, okay?

that can be done on BreezyBrush

16:41

it wont matter that emmie may know the ID

what can be done

as I wont be outside

16:41

Im changing the PFP and name to breezybrush

of what account

of the lumminix one

16:42

as well as leave all servers

16:42

and friends

make a new account.

im also doing that

16:42

like I said

just listen to me

16:42

Log off everywhere, make new account, add me

okay fine I make a new one

good.

16:43

just add me when ur done

I be using proton mail too

oki

nvm cant use proton

Oki

added you

got back in

17:05

using a fake number

https://discord.gg/rtn676Nw

https://discord.gg/2ZxXWwc4

https://discord.gg/YNy2CAA2

why your doing this to me

15:45

I nerver trust you again

15:45

you wanted one thing

15:45

to see me suffer

15:45

no wonder all your friends killed themself

15:45

as for the police I got a apointment regarding emmie

15:45

I be sending your info to them too

15:46

including you begging to get into this account

15:47

and yes discord logs Ips

15:47

pluryn knows of you too

15:47

you filthy pervert

15:47

go ahead cry like you make me want to kill myself

15:47

go ahead

15:48

I wont do a single fucking thing to you

15:48

as unlike you I got a heart

15:48

I let the police do this

15:48

enjoy your fucking freetime you freak

15:48

no more of me being extorted for your plesure

15:48

go find some other target for sexual asult

15:49

I am not doing anything to you

15:49

nerver will

15:49

im not like this

15:49

the fact you betrayed me

15:49

shows how much you love me

15:49

how much you care about others holding you deer

15:50

so what your gonna do

15:50

tell more lies about me using you

15:50

join doxbin and emmie to hack more of my fucking socials

15:50

I bet you will

15:50

I bet you enjoy watching me suffer

15:51

as for the nitro (edited)

15:51

I refunded it so discord likely will term you

15:52

not that I give a shit about it anymore

whatever you say

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

whatever you say

see you nerver loved me

i did

well I did too till you started to go suicidal every single second

sorry

and acuse me of asking you for shit while doing the same

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

sorry

why

im sorry, okay?

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

im sorry, okay?

okay fine we can be friends

15:56

but nothing more

that was a fast change of mind

I mean I dont like making enemies

15:56

like I said

15:56

im incapable of hating anyone

15:56

I dont trust you anymore

15:56

but I dont hate you eather

15:56

I wont hurt you eather

Meg said you'd sue me

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Meg said you'd sue me

pluryn wants to yes

and she tried to get my ip and ddos me

not my problem

oke

15:57

im just glad ur back

like I said

15:57

you really really hurted my feelings

You too

like truely and deeply I felt betrayed

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

You too

I am sorry for that

15:58

you know why I was suicidal

15:58

you made me feel that way cause I kept worring about you

16:00

you have no idea how I felt

16:00

leme guess your suicidal again

16:01

cause I been legit trying end my life over you for 2 days streight

16:01

I walked around with a god damn plastic bag on my head

16:01

and

16:01

I drank parfume till I tripped from it

Angel

leme guess your suicidal again

No, im not

16:02

i just got on my bus

see, you dont even care anymore

16:02

nerver did

16:03

I did and still feel something

wait whaz

but hey that was just me

16:03

you told me

16:03

I dont like you the same way

i dont get time to answer

16:03

im slow with processing stuff

its fine

u need to gimme time to answer

16:04

Im sorry for making you feel suicidal

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

Im sorry for making you feel suicidal

and im sorry for lashing out to you

16:04

and hurting you

if its this bad then maybe we should go seperate ways...

16:04

I dont wanna hurt you anymore

well you know what helps

16:04

if you build trust again

16:05

I hate hating anyone

16:05

hate legit hurts for me

16:05

I cant give you the trust that you want

16:05

Especially after all this

well then why should I trust you

you dont have to

good

16:06

we can be friends but I dont trust you like I did

i dont mind

as the flame is gone

16:07

as for that escort she is not canceled and will aid my emotions

Just remember that i never shared any of our dms..

16:07

or other private info

I didnt share anything eather

16:07

I legit didnt

16:08

but hey im the idoit here

16:08

you said oh emmie was right

16:08

to meg

16:08

remember that

16:08

you are right I wont be able to be friends

16:08

with someone that goes that low

Angel

you said oh emmie was right

I didnt

16:08

I legit never said that

oh but she logged it all

i said "they were right" cuz i thought u used me (i dont think that anymore, dw)

good

16:09

I nerver used you

and by they i dont mean emmie or anyone

to be honest # I felt you used me

Honestly

16:10

i really think we should stop talking to eachother

16:10

i think its better that we go out as friends instead of having another fight

goodbye also im not stopping pluryn

thats fine

16:12

im sure it wont be a problem (edited)

it will be as there actually sueing

16:12

not me

16:12

its the carecenter doing it

16:12

there sick of me being used

I know

and exploited

16:13

I still dont trust you didnt just do that

16:13

I did so much and exposed myself for you so much

16:13

I left oliver for you

why do we have to do this again

16:14

please, can we just go out on a good note

trust needs building so

i think we're both glad that we met eachother

actually

16:14

I used to think that but now I wish I nerver did

you said you'd kys if it werent for me

16:15

im the reason that youre alive

yea that would been better then how I feel now

sorry

also to be honest meg was a bigger reason

16:15

and guess what giving you my account did

oh, so u lied to me?

it harmed her

16:15

no

16:16

I tought you were the reason too

16:16

love blinds people

it blinds you

16:16

not everyone

yea right

16:17

so you saying I made you orgasm and that you wanted to suck my dick was all normal to you

16:17

actually I do beleve you are like that

16:17

you did use me

if you hate me this much

16:17

just stop talking to me

16:18

ily

𒃺 KS ⩽⫹⩥

ily

well I love you too

16:18

but like I said

16:18

you broke my trust

16:19

if you loved me in the GC with meg

16:19

you would said you love me too

I did do that

yea right

just stop talking

16:20

this is getting us nowhere

I knew you hate me good bye fuck you (edited)

thats good <3

16:20

maybe we'll meet again one day <3

16:20

goodbye

16:20

stay safe <3